I'll be alright.

Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright.
People always leave, but I got you.

I can't fail this quarter >.<# I must do well. I never had 6 classes total of 14 units before. It's still the only 1st couple weeks of school and I feel a little tad bit of stress. Hope for the best that I won't grow a white hair soon. I already know for the fact that I'll be studying a lot more, going to library or Starbucks more so often. They highest gpa so far I had in college was 3.83 which was so impressing! I don't even get that in High school. But last quarter I did so horrible that I can even cry. Party, club, drive, shop. I just can't keep track of it. Honestly, I grew tired of it, maybe I just need a break from it. It doesn't get exciting anymore when you do the same thing over a billion times. The excitement is gone. I must remember 1st priority is school now, Fo'reals. I must pass physiology even tho I have no interest in it. I wanna take human sexuality o0o0o! For a fact, City teachers really suck in teaching! I have to study and learn on my own which is harder! Sigh. Importantly, I need to get back in shape, I'm Weak!!! Wished I stayed dancing so I can stay strong and keep my body up with 1 arm. I miss dance class a lot, but especially ballet. What can I do now, to busy to even do anything except school. Sadly, I feel my butt not as tight as before. Once the sun is out, I'll run in it B}

The feeling to be loved is unexplainable, but the feeling to be hurt is beyond pain.