Walking on broken glasses.

UGh. I'm not meant for school. I use to be a good student and now I seem to even intentionally fail. WTF, I need to step my game up. I use to always think, I need to work hard in school to make my parents proud because they are paying a lot of money for my education. Especially during Freshman year in SJ. I did so well cause I got 3.77. Lately I've been making my mom cry not little but a lot. We been in fights, I got a big mother fuckin bruise that lasted for weeks. Honestly, I never had a bruise so huge, green and purple. I even lied to her that I broke up. WOW, it was heart breaking for him but I had to do it. I use to be my mom's favorite daughter until this point, she hates my guts. I kept my mouth shut but in reality it hurts. We fought over the tiniest things that it's so stupid. I look at the people at city, and they have so much freedom to the point they cut and fail the class. I use to think that was stupid, but I'm doing it now and I'm scared for my future. It is true that I choose my future and I'm walking on a wrong path. My life is walking on broken glasses.

I have to make them proud again and regain my trust.