You were special in my eyes.

Hello stranger. Its been so long. I don't even think I know you anymore. Where did this friendship go? Kinna feels like those times we spent together was just a waste. I don't even know. I'm just bitter about it. You're a disappointment to me. The one thing I didn't expect to ever happen between us happened. The statement about expecting the unexpected is true. It's disappointing when the one thing in your life that was the most promising & most stable becomes something so distant, so unstable, and so indifferent. God dammit, its complicated. I highly doubt there's gonna be a chance for us to ever mend things between us cause the past is still gonna be there. You put this situation upon me like its my fault. I do regret what I said when I drunk dialed you. I hope for the best and that is for you to forgive me. If we decide to go on our seperate ways, I admit, I wouldn't be the happiest kid on the block but everything happens for a reason.... Right? I hate this month.