Sunday, June 14, 2009

Hello 19 year old. Hi 2009

Happy 19th Birthday to me. Another year has passes by. I always dreaded the 14th of June because year after year, its was just never a good one. I really expected this year to be no different, just a regular day that passes by. I do find it funny on how some acquaintance friends actually met me up in person/call me to say Happy Birthday and cared more instead of some friends that I generally hang out with that just txt or fb the bday wish. This year was crazy, I regret the things that I've done. I just expected a dinner w/ friends but I never came to planning it and I was jetlagged. I got home around 3am from dessert. I was in the room just fixing all the junks and I heard laughing, talking and turbo cars outside of the house, So I looked out and it was a bunch of people getting out there cars. The door opened and it was my sister w/ people coming in all tipsy. All the guys were holding all kind of bottles and packs of beer even patron, that was the 1st gift =}. That scared me a little bit. I started drinking w/ my sisters friends and it so happens that Virginia's birthday was on the 12, so it was a shared party. We end up playing 5 games of beer pong, tons of chi mui, kissing card game, circle human hoolahoop, flip cup. Literally was F'ed up for the whole day. We drank from 3am-6pm. I never drank so much in my whole life. I fell asleep maybe for a 3 hrs at most. After waking up, it was 3pm, We continued part 2. -.- I notice I don't have any appetite these past days =/. I haven't been eating a lot for dinner and I don't even know why I even drank with a stomach empty. I shouldn't have drank at all. Regretted on some of the things I've done. I was told that I was cuddling with someone o.O. Diew, there was a lot of hot tempting guys that was from baseball =X..I don't mind cuddling w/ them. What broke me was the news about how I was macking w/ James. What? Really. I swear its not true cus everyone was fcked up. "OhWells" Getting wasted on my birthday, yacking everywhere, forgetting everything, having a badass hangover in the morning was a 1st regret but also thats how to party like a rockstar. This was a birthday I didn't really hope for.
One year older, wiser, and Crazier.

But I must say, it was missing one thing.

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