I would hate to commute.

Idislikethenewfacebook.
People IM me there instead of my sn and the people that doesn't have my sn talk to me on facebook convo. I don't even go on it anymore x_X. And the chatting happened 2 times today. I will just turn it off for today me.
I have bruises from Hiphop class. I was super tired after it cus I haven't stretch/exercise for so long. It hurts. It was fun/interesting/embarrassing some what. Over this break, I have been waking up at 8. Sigh.. HoeJohAh. Tried to take a little nap before dinner but my mom woke me up after 15 minutes. I was so off to my own little land. So.. Today, I drove continuously for hours and hours. Drove to ct to drop my dad and aunt. Drove back home. Drove my mommy to work at Treasure Island. The view was soo nice. Since my mom was early.. We just sat there and watched the view and talked. Continuously driving on freeways =.+. I noticed as I was driving on the Bay Bridge... People drives at a sync speed. Everyone was beside 1 person in front of me which was cutting hella people off. Then got to the regular freeway and people drive hella rectless and speeding like crazy which caused me to go up to 75 -_-. Just imagine if I lived in Sunset, No freeways at all buttt Nay. Drove back home. Ate/rested/shower and out again. RushRushRush. Then drove to Serra and shopped with Ruthie. Caught up... O0oo0o This Naughty one. tsktsk. I stocked up on food for SanJosie. The food totaled together was $29.90 at target. Haha About Target... Oh man....I was bending down picking 3 cartridges of gold fishes. They don't have the Jalapeno gold fishes anymore. I loved =). Hmm so this guy was walking pass me like twice then he said "So here the Chocolate chip cookies that I've been looking for and it was hiding behind you." My Bad =/... Then he told me that it was hella good with Milk. Rofl and saw the stuff I was carrying and it was all junks :q. He suggested I should get milk too but doesn't realize I am lactose. Was super friendly and was making a convo w/ me.. He was older than me tho. YapYap and talked to us about jobs and future what not. Asked if we go "Clubbin" Fcukin Ruthie said San Jose turned me into a party girl cus SJSU is a party school. -_- I thought it was hella weird that he even asked about that and our age. Just cus we look like we party girls. Mang! Suggested we should go to Ruby Sky which is a club. Ruthie said she heard of Glaskat and he said it was weak. ROFL. Tried looking for his business card so he can give it to us and hes in retail industry. Looked at me directly in the eyes and wanted to give me his #... but I said Ruthie has her phone out so he typed it in and called himself. AssHole, but I Don't have to deal with this anymore. HAH her turn. HAHA!! Before he left he told me that SJ is really chilled and the people in SF aren't down to earth and it is so true prob because of stress. Seriously... The economy is in a recession. =/. Then drove her home and then drove back home. Ate in 5 minutes. Then headed to CT to pick up my dad. Then Home it is now. =( Ugh.. I don't have a ride back to SanJosie. =,(... I worry about how to get back all the time. I hate thinking about it. I just wish my sister isin't so busy all the time =/ and have more time with me.

Bright side... I really like my outfit for formal ^o^. Sleek enough and Classy =x.. Its something different that I don't have for sure. Watch the next formal dinner... pwuoiuejdstartewigntdesres. I am so sore for tomorrow tho. Heels again.. I like wearing heels tho its just my legs are very sore.

Feeling You ♫

You know your the only one I'm seeing.
All the time I gotta be with you
You! You know I'm feeling you.
Whatever you wanna do!
♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫
I bombed my math test. GTFO!!
Bad day.
Saw him today and he looked mad. =/. I am mad to. Fck! I did bad on my math test.
I dislike you Math.

Did my presentation ^o^. Did awesome in Edco! =D
Bright side. I received a letter. =D YYAYAAAYAY! & my package.
Tell me why the fuck why would I put SJ address then with the city of San Francisco. Dam.. My hippocampus does not work at night. Seriously!
Why am I not that excited for break? Maybe because its the same routine all the time. Gah..


Story: As I was heading down to the lobby then to DC, I received free condoms. People were passing condoms... I got one of course. I collect them. Hm.. I put it on my right butt pocket w/ my card and keys. Got to DC, I took out the card and the condom fell out. People saw. FML. I just remembered about it because I read Fml.com and now I currently can't find it. I can't go home to sf with condoms lost in my clothes.

Thursday.

I have math lecture in about 8 mins. I am half asleep and half awake. I am soo sleepy!!!! =.= I read 128 pages yesterday. I finished up till 118 when people started to IM constantly by 5 or more people. Then people came uninvited to my room. CHURN!!=.= I took astro notes last night thinking I might be lacking cus I didn't go on Monday...today the teacher was late and apparently I was ahead of the class in notes. Wthshitty. I went to bed at 2 and prob rolled around till 3. Sigh.... I have a math test tm... Edco and presentation. Is this not hectic enough or what? All 3 of my classes tm have important stuff important stuff to do. Lop churn.
I had a dream.. Super weird! There was Joanna, Katie and hella other people and we were drinking on the balcony at a hotel near the Pier. Lol.. Then my almost best friend woke me up. I can't wake up to the alarm and txt anymore. So Churn.

Ladies

Sigh........Girls, Lady, Women. =(

Why are you jealous of me? WTF?
After hearing about you from him.. I realize that I can never trust you even though if you still consider me as your friend. I don't consider you, some one I would trust anymore.
3rd time in this kind situation.
People ask why I haven't talk to you o.O.
How the fuck would I know. It was your own decision to stop eating with me, go away and be anti-social.
I just realized until yesterday when he told me.

I believe in his side more than you just because you heard shit from Johnny.
Stop being a fucking Jealous B*tch.
It's not like I can take your BF away from you.
You! Acting like this will cause him to break it off with you.

You know what? Stay like that... so I get more confidence. Thanks B*tch..

Eat you up. Yum Yum

I am super glad I finish bsing my scholarly essay =D Bravo. I deserve Joo Goo Lick! I'm craving for that every day. I don't have any junk food at all. I only have Vitasoy. I felt stress this whole weekend cus I didn't start on any hw. I kind of forgot what happened this week..

{Thursday, March 12, 2009}
Finished my Astronomy report cus I got class on Friday. I was determined to go to class ^o^. He he. Willson called me @ 9pm to ask if I wanted to go to Jackson again.. but I didn't really want to cus I might loose money again. Then I realize it was only thursday which mean I got class tm. =o. So It was around 11 o'clock when Willson asked me to hang out. =/.. They were gonna drink, but I didn't want to cus I had to wake up hella early to make it to class. Might as well drag my pillow to class if I fall asleep =.= I went to Simons room to meet Raymond, Carmen, and Willson up and they got steel. Yucky.. Kind of nasty. It was fun cus we were on campus trying to find a chill spot to drink. We went to the Old spot which was behind Baccardo Business building. We were sitting there then cops went WeeWooWeeWoo... We did a quickstyle run. Cops were right there so we had to wait until they leave. Hmph Walked around almost the whole campus trying to find a better spot but end up at the same spot. Adventurous. Sat there and Willson constantly smoked x(. I kept dodging. After they finished drinking... The guys wanted to do some photo shoot with a random fraternity rock. I was the photographer. Hella FUNNY!! omg Willson was so Funny! He cracked me up. LMAO. Simon was high, Willson was tipsy, Raymond was buzzed. Just imagine how the picture would be.Willson kept bootybumping and he was like a monkey. Haha.. too funny. Hmm I went back to my room around 1. Hmm.. Was in the bathroom getting ready.. brushed my teeth and heard a siren go off from the building but it wasn't a fire alarm soo continued brushing. Then Willson babe called and said,"Can I go to your room?" Of course my answer was HEll no, but he was outside my door already -_-. AH this drunk ass!!! It was like 2 goddam it. Then he wanted to Yack. =.= He yacked in my trash can. Thanks a lot Willykins. Hmm. I had to walk him back to his room in a T-shirt. I walked out my room and realized that Lindsay was in the hospital. =o. Omg.. I told Katie that she was hella wasted and should check up on her around 9, but she didn't want to cus Lindsay always get drunk. I would have went to check up on her cus she went to Jason's room, but it would have been awkward. Just walked this niggy back and as we walk out from the elevator.. there was hella cops. Iya! Willykin was spitting everywhere. Eww! He used a hanger to wack my butt.. OMG!! Just think about how much that hurts when I was only wearing sweats. Painful :q. Just stole his NF jacket. That bitch. Slept at 3. Thanks for the txt and call for waking me up. =) Appreciate muchies. I would have seriously just fall back asleep. I was that tired.
{Friday, March 20th, 2009}
Class. Laundry. This week was my 1st time doing laundry in SJ. Haha.. I usually do laundry at home =x. It was alright.. I'll be doing it here I guess. I woke Raymond and Willson up @ 1. I got swiped in and we ate at DC. I saw Mitchell Coloma =O. It was nice seeing someone from SF =). Found out about his T-mobile booth. Lol. Then as I was talking to him I saw Hum Lun from the door. Yikes. I wanted to hide! I thought he went back to SF but apparently he stayed till Friday. He looked so tired o.O Once I know Ima see him, I know my lunch would be cruetial. Indeed it was.Lol. Ate with Willson, Humlun, Raymond... Then a pack of asian came in which was Dani, Christian, Richie, and Liana.. Then more came which was Thomas and Cora. Hah. I didn't eat lunch with them for hella long =). Sigh... Again. Hum lun sat next to me. AH! Talkedtalked. We had a small tissue paper fight. Rawr. Stupid Tony later... Wanted me to help him get Katie, but if he does.. Why does he keep saying I'm Hen ke ai. Than rates me an 8 and her a 5? WTF! Quit it. Left with Willson, Raymond and I went to meet up Simon and Donald cus were going to Valley fair. Woohoo! Bus ride was horrible and scary. Mexicans look at me like a piece of meat. Grimmy. Walked around and we mostly didn't buy anything then headed to Santana Row. It's so Nice =). Rich people go there and we saw the nicest cars =/. Got Pinkberry. 1st time. Yummy in my tummy. c(= Then headed to Urban outfitters and Willson was the only one that bought something. Headed back to my room. Then ate at DC.
{Saturday, March 14, 2009}
Woke up at 1. Headed to see the house with Willson and Simon. The house is so nice and big. Bigger than my SF house. =/ but yet to far from school. This is between you and I only!! Ate at Tsugaru @ Japantown with Willson, Raymond, Donald, and Simon. I ordered a Karage Chicken. It was fried but yet very good. D-licious. Willson and I constantly kept saying "Eat you up." "So YumYum." Look @ my sn status and guess what song it is. Lol. Stopped by the park and we played on the swing. Got back to the campus. We went to my room... just cus idk. AH stupid Willson seriously needs to stop his playing around. Remind me to get a pack of Sobe from Donald =).
{Sunday, March 15, 2009}
Woke up at 1. Ate with Willson & Raymond. Hmm.. Finished my paper =). Yay!! Went to VM cus the sick kid wanted me to go with him. Saw the creature there which was HumLun =(, Michelle and Willson. AH! HumLun Jerk see had to call me the nickname when I left. =(. Now Blogging. So I am watching the last episode of Gem of Life. Then this thing pops up saying I already watched 72 hrs on it and it STOPPED!! Iya... I am trying to finish it then sleep. JeezLouize.

Row my Boat!

Hanging out with people that does bad things influences me to do so. -_-.
I almost did it, but I guess its alright cus its my 1st time, but I didn't do it! Stupid -------.

So This week. Hmmm Very interesting. I cut so many classes that it is not even funny. I made it to Astro today. Proud of that only, but lets see if I can make it Musc at 10:30 tm =p. Hmm... just maybe. Got presentation for it next week. I hate it. Ima BS it. Plus Apartment shit. Sigh Where will I live? Who will I live with? Will I live on the streets boo? This week is not what I want. I hope this weekend will be better than this week, but everyone is going back home to SF. Why?! I wanted to go shopping, but my moood now is gone. =/. I prob call up Willson to see if hes staying.. blah! Then hang out with Gangsters ^o^. I wanna ----- some -----. <--but just maybe. I am influenced horribly. I am freaking Stress so I might need it! Gym this weekend for sure tho.

Fact: From human resources like SJ peeps
Did you know that if you have a stomach ache which causes you to shiet but unable to do so, smoking can help you with that problem. It even makes it easier by going down smoother. LOL
Thats why you see peeps smoking after eating so they can poop easier.

Kidnapped+Casino

{Friday March 6, 2009}
I didn't go to class to turn in my paper. ohshit. -_- & woke up at 12 Horrible. So I am staying this week. Be impressed! I would be staying in SJ more often and miss most of my doc sessions =/. Ohwells? Attended the concert but left half an hour later with Katie and we went to watch the basketball game in the Gym. We saw Tony there and we watched Ronald&Jimmy play. The game was weaksauce. It was Freshmans vs. Seniors/Juniors. HAha you know who won! Left and met up w/Willson and them to eat. I haven't kick it with them for so long... so heres the time =). Willson, Raymond, Carmen, Allison?, Dani, Christian and I went to eat @ Smile sushi on 1st street. Talktalk.. After dinner we headed back to Samson's room and Masaki was there. Samson was shocked that I was still in SJ and I was in his room. Lol =x Surprise!*<:D They both were looking for casinos to gamble at. My big mouth said I wanted to go. Killme! Raymond&Willson kept harassing me. Fukers. Then "HumLun"(David) comes in. HA-HA! He said he was hella bored so he decided to initiate and drive there. So Samson, Masaki, and Hum lun would def go, but they needed someone else to go so the gas would be cheaper. There were 2 other guys in the room and they didn't want to go cus they cheap. Dam it. I didn't want to go cus I didn't want to pay for gas to. Fukin Willson said, "I'll go if Diana goes." =O You niggy. All the pressure was on me -_-. I said Naww! Samson said, "Come on, You barely hang with us anymore." That is true =/, but casino means I gotta use money =(. I kept saying nonono and beside I would be the only girl! I didn't know what would happen. A car full of guys and 1 girl? They persuaded me to go so bad. But no. Hum Lun used the last technique, and it was Kidnapping! =o. How dare him. So I was sitting on the bed holding on to the pole! =[. Freakin Hum Lun got so close to me.. Ugh! Then he carrys me out the bed!! AH! He is standing on my left side carrying me while my foot is dangling and I was trying to run away! =[ ;[. ArseHole. HA! Rawr. There was a cop and I was gonna threatened HumLun, but didn't so we headed to the car. Rawr. At least I didn't have to walk to the car =p. I got heavier tho, stairs were coming up and he couldn't hold on anymore! HA! Samson brought his Nemo. It was cute.
{Saturday March 7, 2009}
Left SJ @ 12:15am and they told me the ride was gonna be about 3hrs or less. =O What? You can't tell me this ealier. I had to sit in the middle of Willson&Samson for 2 1/2 hrs -_-. Which I had to sit on a pillow cus theres a hole there. I was so squished! It was so funny/cute how all of the guys were singing to Us against the world. Lmbo. I tried sleeping on Samson but couldn't sleep in the car cus his bass was so strong and his turbo engine was hella loud. Constantly when I was trying to sleep, someone keeps touching/messing w/ me and I know it was Hum Lun or Masaki or even both :q. hmm Arrived at Jackson Rancheria by 2:30a.m half an hr ealier cus Hum Lun sped and was driving @ 80/90mph. They were hella excited, but I wasn't that excited probably because I went to Casinos before but I couldn't wait to press on those lighted square buttons. Lol 1st thing we wanted was the Mocha Freeze that Masaki said was hella good. Willson, HumLun and I went to the 1cent slot machines. Lost $10 =/. Samson&Masaki was upstairs gambling. Ditched HumLun cus he was getting addicted to it. Wilson&I just roamed around. Had to be productive cus were leaving at 9a.m -_-. We constantly went to get free drinks and pee-ed so much. Got so sleepy and tired by 5a.m =.= By 6 we went up to see what they were doing. Masaki, Samson, and Humlun were playing Baccarat. They were Juiced! They had stacks of chips. We were watching the game and it was intense. Samson is a beast. They are pretty good at the game for beginners. Wilson&I lost, Samson won around 400, Masaki with 300 and HumLun lost a lot. Stupid HumLun got greedy, he got the purple chip which was 500 and then he lost it all later. He also lost 3 bills =/. Tsktsk. His phrase "Win or go home crying." =/. It would be great if we all won, but I'm going back crying. Headed back to SJ @ 9a.m when HumLun lost everything. Got to the car and the guys did a smoking break again =.=. Before, the guys were all calling for there seats so I had to sit in the middle =( but this time they were nice telling me to sit in the shotgun, but I had to sit next to HumLun. Boo =/. Everyone KO beside HumLun =p. Every time I wake up from Humlun gasing hella hard I keep hearing the song Us against the world so many times. I like it =). Got back to SJ at 12p.m. Freakin HumLun, criticize me once I got out the car! Motherfudger. Slept at 1pm all the way till 7pm when Samson txt me. He was even sleepier than before. o.O
Overall it was Fun. An adventurous night. =)

WTShit*

I didn't just realize but I notice many times that guys tend to mess with me a lot! In SF and now in SJ. What makes me such an easy target to mess with but not taken as serious? Do they feel comfortable with me that they think they could or either it would be ok? like whats up with it? I don't mind cus were all just playing around... but I get paranoid from Hum Lun that he calls me a ripper -_-. For instance, like today I was eating with Masaki, Willson, "Hum Lun" and Raymond. Willson & Hum Lun constantly BS & Hum Lun constantly calls me a ripper. Hello! People know what a Ripper means and he says so loud sometimes. Its funny when I think about it cus I don't know Hum Lun that well and he feels comfortable enough that he can mess with me. =.+ Seriously! Stupid arseHole. Then Raymond kept saying "You owe me one" He is so dirty! Inside thing btw. Even guys younger than me punks on me >.< I must find ways to defend myself and take advantage of these scenarios.
Play with me but not to the extreme. Don't talk smack behind me than were good.

Date w/Ruthie & Martin♥

{Friday, February 27, 2009}
Arrived in San Francisco @ 2. Approached the bus and headed to dt. Checked some things out but not successful so bussed home =/. Around 7 Martin came to pick me up to kick it. Suppose to be a date but Raymond tagged along. So instead we just chilled together and Sally came. Got to Stones and messed around there. No luck for Bo-Ji-Fons. Got free Auntie Annes. Yum! Thanks Martin ^o^ It was D-licious! Left around 9 & headed to My Favorite Cafe. Got a Ramen c(=. Mmm...after that we left and headed to Eggettes. Updated a little with each other in the car rides. Ohh got some luck there and saw plenty of Bo-Ji-Fons. We parked right next to them ^o^. Ha... Martin drove us near the beach and told us about his route he use to go biking on. Headed to his house and played Street Fighters. Left his house @ 12:30.

{Friday, February 28, 2009}
Met up Ruthie @ 12:30 but the plan was suppose to be at 12!! Haha.. we both lagged =p. Headed to the Ball park AT&T stadium. Filled the apps out and got interviewed -_- It was my 1st time getting a job interview. I was nervous. We literally called up people for the 411 of the Giants. We was gonna lie that we know something and is a Giants fan but we didn't BS at all. The 2nd part of the interview was going well until he saw SanJoseState. Then I knew I didn't have a chance for the job. =( I had my hopes up but it was shot down. =(=(. Only if they have more games on the weekend instead of the weekdays and I didn't go to school @ SJ. Ruthie got the job and I was so Proud and Happy for her. We gotta celebrate this achievement so we're gonna watch the 1st game together def. At least I get discount tickets and on the jacket I wanted and I borrowed it from Benny ^o^. Headed to DT cus I haven't shopped in hella long. As we were standing across from Urban Outfitters talking, laughing and waiting for the light to turn green, a guy approached behind us. He told us and that he received a txt from his friend stated that He didn't know what to do because his GF is still not talking to him after 5 months. Then turned to me and said, "Btw I think you are very cute, Idk if it is the bag or the outfit but your really cute." First thing came up to my mind was, "What do you want?" Then complimented my friend also.. LOL Blahblah and asked us for our opinion and advice on what to do. Then asked me for my # but I don't roll like that so Ruthie told him to give me his #, and I made up an excuse saying I only txt. =x HAHA!! He got nice kicks and dressed nice =/... and hes flip but I'm not that interested. I give him mad Props tho for trying. Idk what I'm looking for. I know for sure that my Prince haven't shown yet or maybe I just didn't realize it. Messed around @ Urban Outfitters & did some updating!! YEE I finally got the card case that I've been wanting! Thanks Ruthie for helping me out!♥! Saw some Bo-ji-fons as we were walking up from the mens and we were heading to the 2rd floor to pay. I would have gave them my # if they got guts. ^o^Headed to JT!! Our chill spot! Bussed there and filled with catching up and messed around @ Sanrio! =x.. and Ruthie treated me to Crepes! ^o^ Thanks Ruthie ♥! She treated me cus I use to always treat her when she got no dough. Mad love there of 8 yrs. Took PikaPika! Super hilarious... We both were so freaking loud, cussing and laughing like crazy..It was good the music was also loud. We ended the day at 8 and headed home. She needs to join the cult and be a cult member cus I miss her and the only way to contact her is through txting -_-. Every time we kick it we laugh so much that our stomach hurts. We are so truthful to each other that nothing can hurt us. We cuss to each other like its nothing but instead we teach each others. I can say something very mean to her and she wouldn't take it offensivly. Friends like that are hard to find. ^o^

{Friday, March 1, 2009}
Woke up around 12.. Showered, Read, and Packed until 3. Martin came and picked me up for a date. I looked @ him and was like Wth is up with your hair! He didn't jell it but instead he wore his hood so it looked different, but he liked it. He wanted to look good as we gup bo-ji-fon so we parked on Alemany. Headed to my house! I washed his hair. LMAO Funniest shit ever! So I had those window that seperates the bathtub and there wasn't much room. He squatted on the floor and stick his head towards the tub. As I use the shower head to wash his head I got really tired leaning over so I just sat on him. Rubbed some Dove soap on, massaged the skull, LOL, and rinsed it clean. Then he jelled it! LMBO! Highlight of the day when it just started to. As you can see he is very content with my washing hair techniques. I got plenty of washing hair experience because I use to always help my dad out at the barber shop. You can also see it was my Pikachu towel on top of his head. Left the house and then headed to Stones. Walked around and talked and mess around like usual. He got another Auntie Annes. What a ^o^Joo. hmm.. He saw his old friend working @ Express. So let them catch up a bit. She was really open and pretty chill. Lol I bought Mrs.Fields after seeing her eat it c(=. It was still early so we hit up Serra. Shopped and tried to look for a yellow dress. Saw something... but =/...idk.. We did Bo-ji-Fon searching like always. I felt so tired.... Idk why, but I haven't felt this tired in a while. I hope to find a yellow dress soon... hopefully from Great Mall. Headed to Target and spotted 2! Bought some cheap food for SJ and headed home. My sister drove me back to SJ in 38 minutes! She was driving @ 80-90 MPH...Tsktsk.I was kind of scared cus it was raining dude. It was the fastest time I have arrived in SJ from SF. I was worried as she was driving home cus the ground was wet.

-I need to go to the doc appointments. =x I think I might miss two sessions in a row cus I won't be back this week and I didn't go last week. Hope hes alright with that =p.
*I just received a package =O... So excited even though its my books I ordered online. Lmao. I ordered something also and I can't wait to pick it up when it arrives then wrap it and the wear one for myself.^o^ I wish that he would send me a package cus he owes me a birthday present from last year... but that wouldn't happen. -_-