Weekend of pain & sorrow

Friday 13th 2009
Celebrated Martins Birthday @ Benihana. It was really cool, but the service is alright.

Saturday 14, 2009
V-day
Sorrow. ;[ Thanks for the gifts, but I hated how you came at me.

Johnny came to pick me up with a surprise of a Dozen of BlueRedOrange roses. It was sooo pretty <3. Then went to visit someone. IMY so much. Then we went to eat Lunch near Tanforan somewhere. Johnny is a real ideal guy so far that qualifies to be my boyfriend. He's taller than me, cute, rip, plus a Nice Car... Do you think I can find someone else like him, but just not him? Idk...I had a long talk with him about the randomest funniest stuff then some serious talk.... I gave the awkward silence. =x. Then he drove me to JT to meet with the others @ Pika Pika. I felt like an outcast... so I just left to talk on the phone. Teared a little, like anyone cared or noticed. Then walked outside sat and got some fresh air for a while. I wanted to walk out and go somewhere else. My day was that bad. Even If I did leave with out a word, no one prob notice.

Sunday 15, 2009
Fever, Sick

Monday 16, 2009
Cut and didn't go to school. Missed 3 classes, 1 test.


I Don't want to come back to SF......I feel like friends I hang out with blahlblahblah. The only reason why I have been coming back is because of the Chiropractor sessions. =/.