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My face is chubby ( -.- )! I don't want to look into the mirror. Hun Pa ah. This ruins my day/week. But thanks to all that comforted me.. Appreciate it a lot. Oliver was being my Doc. Lol.Sigh..... Am I going into the path of bad luck again? School started good but until this. Sigh.. Life must go on right. I would smile but I don't want to cus it is kind of hard. I seriously looked like the girl in the movie 200 pound beauty. It swolled up just like the time I got my wisdom tooth pulled out. My mom saw my face was worried then she joked and said I looked like a "Li See" =O. MommY! How can you say that, but at least she put ointment on my face =p. I don't want to go to school. People would just freak or ask. My reason would be legit but I guess I would have to stay in my room to avoid most of the criticism... >.< I don't want to cal train at all tho.. -_-Pinky Promise to myself to never use Sunblock even if I might get sunburn or cancer. Knock on wood for the last one.

{Edit: Thursday 10:56} I cut my Music Appreciation class again! Sigh... I have been using a steroid cream for the face but the Doc said it is to strong! I think that shit works more than the shit I have to use now! I went to see the Doc yesterday at the Health Center! I am such a Freshman!! >.<>=q! My doc left my file somewhere and forgot about me! I was pretty mad about it! I should sue them. I was scared when I was sitting inside =o. Idk why... it was scary! So she told me to get Zyrtec and Hydrocortizone, but I only bought the cream. xp. I had to walk so far to walgreens! Oh wells, got free yolicious froyo! YUM I tried the Lychee one and made my mouth kind of dry c(=. Lily & I got free Monster drinks too. I guess god have been seeing me fall into deep holes and is trying to comfort me, but It doesn't!! So my face is still red! Rawr! I really don't think I would attend any Birthday dinner unless the resturants have dim lights! I despise it when people ask me why! I will make it long story short. I got Sun burn! FML......