Two young individuals, bright eyes, with their paths to walk.
and the beauty of life is, sometimes, these paths cross.
They met up, clicked, had a connection, they enjoyed it through and through.
Betrayal left him lost without love, and discouraged, with his heart to break.
IamSorry. :'[
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
B*tch
I PMS like a B*tch.
Fckin Serious about it to.
I feel so stressed for around a month on and off. -_-
So stressed that I got sick
I felt so lied to.
I have so much HW
I got papers due
I got people to deal with
Everything doesn't revolve around you like you think it does, but people actually do and it paranoids me.
Your crack to them.
I wanna go to the gym to release some stress, but I got my Fukin Tsunami!
1:01 AM
^I re-read the stuff I just wrote... God damn! I was Pms-ing like a FUKIN BITCH. I needed a chill pill, but I feel happy and good right now... ^o^. I love late night chats... They make me happy. GNight. But still irritated with something =/. This irritation will stay. Tonight was very weird,but Interesting, I was chatting with over 5 guys on aim and FB. What do they sense? but I appreciate the small talks. I chatted enough tonight. Jo Tow!
Tip: Never get on a girls bad side when they are PMSing.
Fckin Serious about it to.
I feel so stressed for around a month on and off. -_-
So stressed that I got sick
I felt so lied to.
I have so much HW
I got papers due
I got people to deal with
Everything doesn't revolve around you like you think it does, but people actually do and it paranoids me.
Your crack to them.
I wanna go to the gym to release some stress, but I got my Fukin Tsunami!
1:01 AM
^I re-read the stuff I just wrote... God damn! I was Pms-ing like a FUKIN BITCH. I needed a chill pill, but I feel happy and good right now... ^o^. I love late night chats... They make me happy. GNight. But still irritated with something =/. This irritation will stay. Tonight was very weird,but Interesting, I was chatting with over 5 guys on aim and FB. What do they sense? but I appreciate the small talks. I chatted enough tonight. Jo Tow!
Tip: Never get on a girls bad side when they are PMSing.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Hui Hui Free Stuffs
*I just received a picture txt from my sister and its about my mom KOed. LOL 11:36Pm.
Today, I went to the Job Fair. Almost was not able to get in, but my friend got me in ^o^. So we walked in and our faces was literally =O. It is at the stadium where the basketball games were held @. It was huge and nice. I felt scared because all the people there were mostly guys that are bigger and taller than me. They all dressed so nice in a tux and I was dressing very casual, but my friend was big size to, so I didn't feel that awkward. ahha We both didn't have resumes. -_- Instead we were asian, we went to get Free STUFFS! I got kool stuffs! I got a toy from safeway, I wanted an airplane but to obvious! Another football toy. I got 2 whisltles from the PoPo's. Tons of kool PENS! Yay! A stapler, but it actually punches holes. Rubber ball, some playing cards. Today must be my Lucky day, I got 2 free tacos from Taco bells. c(=. Got mardi Gard beads from DC. Awesome can you say?
Today, I went to the Job Fair. Almost was not able to get in, but my friend got me in ^o^. So we walked in and our faces was literally =O. It is at the stadium where the basketball games were held @. It was huge and nice. I felt scared because all the people there were mostly guys that are bigger and taller than me. They all dressed so nice in a tux and I was dressing very casual, but my friend was big size to, so I didn't feel that awkward. ahha We both didn't have resumes. -_- Instead we were asian, we went to get Free STUFFS! I got kool stuffs! I got a toy from safeway, I wanted an airplane but to obvious! Another football toy. I got 2 whisltles from the PoPo's. Tons of kool PENS! Yay! A stapler, but it actually punches holes. Rubber ball, some playing cards. Today must be my Lucky day, I got 2 free tacos from Taco bells. c(=. Got mardi Gard beads from DC. Awesome can you say?
Monday, February 23, 2009
Txts-Futureprefrences
2/23
I Accidentally deleted all the txt in my inbox again. This time I didn't feel that sad. Last 1st time when this happened I felt so emo, but just realizing it.. WTF? It felt like I deleted something away from me. What was it? oh I remember He said "Nomatterwhathappenshewouldalwaysbebesideme,&Igotyourback" Bullshit. It felt good when he said that but you know no one would be ever beside you when you needed them. & even the closest friends can stab you whenever. The caring txt from him about how I am feeling. AHHA Its all gone...The sky wants me to realize if something is not yours, don't hold onto it. I understand & I will please your decision.
I want to reread all my txt. Once I blink, it would all come back. Nooo I only see 6 txt. Lets see when is the next time I would be so careless again.
5/5. Deleted again. Not sad this time =).
I Accidentally deleted all the txt in my inbox again. This time I didn't feel that sad. Last 1st time when this happened I felt so emo, but just realizing it.. WTF? It felt like I deleted something away from me. What was it? oh I remember He said "Nomatterwhathappenshewouldalwaysbebesideme,&Igotyourback" Bullshit. It felt good when he said that but you know no one would be ever beside you when you needed them. & even the closest friends can stab you whenever. The caring txt from him about how I am feeling. AHHA Its all gone...The sky wants me to realize if something is not yours, don't hold onto it. I understand & I will please your decision.
I want to reread all my txt. Once I blink, it would all come back. Nooo I only see 6 txt. Lets see when is the next time I would be so careless again.
5/5. Deleted again. Not sad this time =).
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Weekend of pain & sorrow
Friday 13th 2009
Celebrated Martins Birthday @ Benihana. It was really cool, but the service is alright.
Saturday 14, 2009
V-day
Sorrow. ;[ Thanks for the gifts, but I hated how you came at me.
Johnny came to pick me up with a surprise of a Dozen of BlueRedOrange roses. It was sooo pretty <3. Then went to visit someone. IMY so much. Then we went to eat Lunch near Tanforan somewhere. Johnny is a real ideal guy so far that qualifies to be my boyfriend. He's taller than me, cute, rip, plus a Nice Car... Do you think I can find someone else like him, but just not him? Idk...I had a long talk with him about the randomest funniest stuff then some serious talk.... I gave the awkward silence. =x. Then he drove me to JT to meet with the others @ Pika Pika. I felt like an outcast... so I just left to talk on the phone. Teared a little, like anyone cared or noticed. Then walked outside sat and got some fresh air for a while. I wanted to walk out and go somewhere else. My day was that bad. Even If I did leave with out a word, no one prob notice.
Sunday 15, 2009
Fever, Sick
Monday 16, 2009
Cut and didn't go to school. Missed 3 classes, 1 test.
I Don't want to come back to SF......I feel like friends I hang out with blahlblahblah. The only reason why I have been coming back is because of the Chiropractor sessions. =/.
Celebrated Martins Birthday @ Benihana. It was really cool, but the service is alright.
Saturday 14, 2009
V-day
Sorrow. ;[ Thanks for the gifts, but I hated how you came at me.
Johnny came to pick me up with a surprise of a Dozen of BlueRedOrange roses. It was sooo pretty <3. Then went to visit someone. IMY so much. Then we went to eat Lunch near Tanforan somewhere. Johnny is a real ideal guy so far that qualifies to be my boyfriend. He's taller than me, cute, rip, plus a Nice Car... Do you think I can find someone else like him, but just not him? Idk...I had a long talk with him about the randomest funniest stuff then some serious talk.... I gave the awkward silence. =x. Then he drove me to JT to meet with the others @ Pika Pika. I felt like an outcast... so I just left to talk on the phone. Teared a little, like anyone cared or noticed. Then walked outside sat and got some fresh air for a while. I wanted to walk out and go somewhere else. My day was that bad. Even If I did leave with out a word, no one prob notice.
Sunday 15, 2009
Fever, Sick
Monday 16, 2009
Cut and didn't go to school. Missed 3 classes, 1 test.
I Don't want to come back to SF......I feel like friends I hang out with blahlblahblah. The only reason why I have been coming back is because of the Chiropractor sessions. =/.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
My experience of being a Sick person.
Why do I deserve this physical dreadful pain now? WHY??? I'm tired of being sick for 2 weeks. As it heals then the Flu comes back..
I just sneezed 2 times in a row. Who the fuck is talking about me? RAWR. Just today when I didn't go to Musc class again. I got so many txt from different people. Last night while sleeping I sweated not that much but I was hoping to sweat a lot so I can remove all the shit from my body. I learned today that I might have gotten the flu because I've been stress. OH I am stress over school, transforing to another school, living away from home, going back to SF. All of these causes stress. -_- I haven't felt this sick in a long time. On sunday, I felt like dying cus I wake up from txt and just fall back asleep like 4 times. Coughing non stop. Have mucus. EWw
My Life sucks.. continously. I don't want to study..... I cut so many classes in these 2 months. I didn't even cut that much in High school. -_- My head hella hurts >.>.... My nose is runny. My fever came back again. WTF. My neck hurts. My shoudler is tense. My eyes feel weird. Bye
I just sneezed 2 times in a row. Who the fuck is talking about me? RAWR. Just today when I didn't go to Musc class again. I got so many txt from different people. Last night while sleeping I sweated not that much but I was hoping to sweat a lot so I can remove all the shit from my body. I learned today that I might have gotten the flu because I've been stress. OH I am stress over school, transforing to another school, living away from home, going back to SF. All of these causes stress. -_- I haven't felt this sick in a long time. On sunday, I felt like dying cus I wake up from txt and just fall back asleep like 4 times. Coughing non stop. Have mucus. EWw
My Life sucks.. continously. I don't want to study..... I cut so many classes in these 2 months. I didn't even cut that much in High school. -_- My head hella hurts >.>.... My nose is runny. My fever came back again. WTF. My neck hurts. My shoudler is tense. My eyes feel weird. Bye
Thursday, February 12, 2009
WekFest 2009
On Sunday {February 8,2009}I attended WekFest w/Linda, Kelly, Vicki, Mimi, and Oliver @ Japantown underground garage. Apparently not all the cars are imported and it wasn't at night so technically its not call Hot Import Night. Not all the cars there were hot. =/... My friend told me that earlier the cars has lights under the car =o... Hella kool, but we went late around 3 or 4 so we missed it. I always had a fetish with cars! So we roamed around and took a lot of pictures. I saw some ok Bo-Jai-Fan =/. Was not impressed.
I like the license of this import car.
I have been coughing hella bad... I despise getting sick >.<. Felt like every morning when I wake up I get a fever or something.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
My grandma <3.
My grandma said this to me when I was in 6th grade. Lol. 當你看到一個機會，你抓住它，並認為這, 不放手. She said this about love. Once you see someone you like don't be shy but... Perceive it. She said this because we were watching TVB dramas and apparently the actress lost his man 'cus she didn't give in. She was so right! I lost many chances and I felt so guilty to not give that person a chance. He like me for over a year. Many people asked me why didn't I go with him, Cus I was not ready. Thinking over about it.... It is like some sweet crush... until I liked him, the chance was gone. Bittersweet crush.
Jun Choy 眼前 人.
Its so True!.. Don't let your next opportunity slip away from your hands. Go with your GUT feelings!! You were influenced to not get hurt again, but your not making both side satisfied. Don't listen to other peoples advice but live life Content.
Jun Choy 眼前 人.
Its so True!.. Don't let your next opportunity slip away from your hands. Go with your GUT feelings!! You were influenced to not get hurt again, but your not making both side satisfied. Don't listen to other peoples advice but live life Content.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
My dream?
Omg.................. I woke up to day to a txt at 7 =.=. What do you want? Then slept and then I was dreaming and I was Crying!!! It was pain of sorrow... I woke up 'cus I got irritated from the tears and I opened my eyes staring at the ceiling and totally remember what the dream was about .. but I went back to sleep.. Then now I forgot it!! It was either related to friends or family and some kind of death... Sigh... The tears was significantly big... falling down my face... I wanted to wipe it off but I was still dreaming... . I hope the dream won't come true because I wouldn't want to cry. Then I finally woke up with a horrible throat ache and my nose was stuffed up.
I went to class and it seem like my eyes were a little puffy. Having my eyes poofy meant I would have cried pretty hard, but I only felt 3 tears.
What is it telling me this time =/..?
I went to class and it seem like my eyes were a little puffy. Having my eyes poofy meant I would have cried pretty hard, but I only felt 3 tears.
What is it telling me this time =/..?
Saturday, February 7, 2009
再见
Bye readers!! I will retire here for a bit! I Migrated to somewhere else to express my inner thoughts! =p
I won't be updating you here unless something happened or I'm very bored.
Fair well&Take care.
-->Drafts.
Feburary 12,2009
I came back to tell you my life 'cus my readers have been wondering what happened to me. -_-
But deeply things are hidden secretly.
I won't be updating you here unless something happened or I'm very bored.
Fair well&Take care.
-->Drafts.
Feburary 12,2009
I came back to tell you my life 'cus my readers have been wondering what happened to me. -_-
But deeply things are hidden secretly.
Friday, February 6, 2009
My week.
I currently have the fever!! Can my week get any worst? My throat is killing me >.<. My face is still red-ish but is scarred. This is the kind of week I have always wanted!!
I'm suppose to be going to my friends birthday dinner @ Marnee Thai. Then Amy told me about Claurens thing on the same day @ Hooters. Awesome righ? Then My dad tells me we are eating out because he won money gambling I bet on racing horse. Sigh.... I believe I might not attend any. My body is weak. I only ate a cha sew bao today. -_-
WtShit!!! Soo Raymond just called me and said theres a Party in San Jo! -_- OhMyman!!
Oh yea there is Swagger tonight...
I'm suppose to be going to my friends birthday dinner @ Marnee Thai. Then Amy told me about Claurens thing on the same day @ Hooters. Awesome righ? Then My dad tells me we are eating out because he won money gambling I bet on racing horse. Sigh.... I believe I might not attend any. My body is weak. I only ate a cha sew bao today. -_-
WtShit!!! Soo Raymond just called me and said theres a Party in San Jo! -_- OhMyman!!
Oh yea there is Swagger tonight...
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
#1 Fact, I like talking to people before I sleep ()=D
It's quite funny!! I always knew all along in High school that he goes to the bathroom to just to see me when I'm getting attendance! It is soo Cute ^o^! He goes to the bathroom like literally everyday during 5th period! This so reminds me of some dramas! He even remembers how we met! But too bad he is younger than me & still in H.S! AHah Wished I can keep the whole Chat but it was from FB! They don't save it for me >.<
Convo w/ Alvin:
Alvin
lol i kno
my bladder is gonna be hiroshima
ME
But its so funny that I always see you go to the bathroom in diff floors
Alvin
everyday i go to the bathroom and walk around and try to stalk u so i can finally say hi
haha jp
Me
Aahha how cute if you did.
Alvin
Lol I did
Me
But you said jp
Alvin
I lied haha
Convo w/ Alvin:
Alvin
lol i kno
my bladder is gonna be hiroshima
ME
But its so funny that I always see you go to the bathroom in diff floors
Alvin
everyday i go to the bathroom and walk around and try to stalk u so i can finally say hi
haha jp
Me
Aahha how cute if you did.
Alvin
Lol I did
Me
But you said jp
Alvin
I lied haha
Sunday, February 1, 2009
( #.# )
My face is chubby ( -.- )! I don't want to look into the mirror. Hun Pa ah. This ruins my day/week. But thanks to all that comforted me.. Appreciate it a lot. Oliver was being my Doc. Lol.Sigh..... Am I going into the path of bad luck again? School started good but until this. Sigh.. Life must go on right. I would smile but I don't want to cus it is kind of hard. I seriously looked like the girl in the movie 200 pound beauty. It swolled up just like the time I got my wisdom tooth pulled out. My mom saw my face was worried then she joked and said I looked like a "Li See" =O. MommY! How can you say that, but at least she put ointment on my face =p. I don't want to go to school. People would just freak or ask. My reason would be legit but I guess I would have to stay in my room to avoid most of the criticism... >.< I don't want to cal train at all tho.. -_-Pinky Promise to myself to never use Sunblock even if I might get sunburn or cancer. Knock on wood for the last one.
{Edit: Thursday 10:56} I cut my Music Appreciation class again! Sigh... I have been using a steroid cream for the face but the Doc said it is to strong! I think that shit works more than the shit I have to use now! I went to see the Doc yesterday at the Health Center! I am such a Freshman!! >.<>=q! My doc left my file somewhere and forgot about me! I was pretty mad about it! I should sue them. I was scared when I was sitting inside =o. Idk why... it was scary! So she told me to get Zyrtec and Hydrocortizone, but I only bought the cream. xp. I had to walk so far to walgreens! Oh wells, got free yolicious froyo! YUM I tried the Lychee one and made my mouth kind of dry c(=. Lily & I got free Monster drinks too. I guess god have been seeing me fall into deep holes and is trying to comfort me, but It doesn't!! So my face is still red! Rawr! I really don't think I would attend any Birthday dinner unless the resturants have dim lights! I despise it when people ask me why! I will make it long story short. I got Sun burn! FML......
{Edit: Thursday 10:56} I cut my Music Appreciation class again! Sigh... I have been using a steroid cream for the face but the Doc said it is to strong! I think that shit works more than the shit I have to use now! I went to see the Doc yesterday at the Health Center! I am such a Freshman!! >.<>=q! My doc left my file somewhere and forgot about me! I was pretty mad about it! I should sue them. I was scared when I was sitting inside =o. Idk why... it was scary! So she told me to get Zyrtec and Hydrocortizone, but I only bought the cream. xp. I had to walk so far to walgreens! Oh wells, got free yolicious froyo! YUM I tried the Lychee one and made my mouth kind of dry c(=. Lily & I got free Monster drinks too. I guess god have been seeing me fall into deep holes and is trying to comfort me, but It doesn't!! So my face is still red! Rawr! I really don't think I would attend any Birthday dinner unless the resturants have dim lights! I despise it when people ask me why! I will make it long story short. I got Sun burn! FML......
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