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Lately... I've been feeling lost, but I think I found the answer. This answer that I have been wondering about is stupid. Er.. How did it come to this? Whatever -_-.

&^%$#

Today is the 1st time I cut my class in the semester. This is considered my 1st week of school, Still. I know, its 2nd but last week didn't count 'cus I only went for 2 days. -_- I cut my Music Appreciation class 'cus I currently don't appreciate it. It is so boring and I fall asleep in it.
Got Frustrated for small things. Irritated easily. You can probably guess why. We are in danger of Tsunami this week -_-. Horrible. Got loads of Hw to do. Read, and copy notes. I don't want to go back this weekend. I could be getting a Giftcard from Forever 21 and the amount can possibly be around 210. But, I have Chiropractor appointment @ 11:30. I have been consecutivly late for my appointments. Lamesauce! On the bright side I get to see people. I wonder how the weather in SF is like. Lets check. BLoo, It is 62 degrees. SJ is warmer, I should stay huh? but I can't, because I have to give hugs away and get my Li Sees.

What happen to Romance?

Whats wrong with people in this Society?
I feel like in my surroundings - such as amongst people i know, mainly friends jump from "relationship" to "relationship" like tigger jumps all over rabbit's vegetables in the adventures of winnie the pooh. What is up with that? People call each other Girlfriends, Boyfriends in less than a month of time.

For Instance, I was eating lunch with this friend & no offense but You are super easy. You tried to get at that Bo-Jai-Fons # even if you didn't know him. Practically your putting yourself in danger. You fall into the ring super easy and you climb up pretty fast after crying your sorrow and guilt. Why must you not listen? I am pretty sure people warn you but you don't take peoples suggestion into consideration. Let the boys come to you....

I despise people telling me they like me when they don't barely know me or vice versa.
I despise people talking smack about me behind my back even when they don't know shit about me.

"Lamesauce much"

I keep a barrier up to protect myself.

FamBAM! How I will miss it.

Its almost Chinese New Years. Today is the Chinatown Festival in CT. I miss Volunteering for it. Oh wells, Like I have time for it -_-. Since I didn't go to CT, I feel like I am loosing the spirit and the traditional things I do with my FamBam. =(. Since I have school on Monday which sucks, I don't get to hang out with my familys. The tradition was Yum Cha in the morning with everyone that consist of total like 3 big tables. So we can see everyone that we never get to see on a daily basis. Then Horse Tracks..... 跑馬 ^o^. Its awesome, but cold. Then MJ beebee. Family of total gamblers. I will miss this all because of school. -_-
Gong Hay Fat Choi.

Thirsty Parties every week.

Ciara - Lover's thing
"How much pain can my heart take?"
"Today I may have lost my friend. "

I wish it could be like use to.

Yesterday Night babies! Went to Shirley Mak's house in SJ and partied. Apparently I know her since middles school. Lol... Crazy shit right? Hmm So I planned on not drinking cus I didn't pay x.X. Ahah But I couldn't resist because Wilson, Raymond and this guy (forgot his name) kept pressuring me to sip the drink. So I went to the room and Raymond was there with Shirley's Bf. Talked... and they just kept giving it to me. I rejected 3 times, but the temptation was calling out my name!! Planned to drink a little.. but.......that didn't work out. Instead I drank 3/4 of the beer cus I got thirsty... SHH No one knows about this. Keep it on the DL. They called us out so I left the evidence in the room. >.^ Hum Lun made some drinks and this asshole just keeps messing with me D=< Does it hurt for you to not mess with me 1 day? HMM There was all kind of drinks c(=.. So delicious. There was Audios, Malibu, Lemon drop, Bay breeze, Screw driver, Beer, Hennessey and some others. It was sooooo Yummy! These kind of drinks tastes so good but dangerous at the same time. Malibu tasted like Pina Caloda but also like a smoothy, really good tho. Lemon Drop was alright. Bay Breeze was GOOD! Around 12 something we left cus we have class tm. Booo....

Snowboarding

Snowboarding trip on January 17th. The day before the snow trip we all met up at Daniels house so we can make sure everyone gets on the bus. The people that was at Daniels was umm to much to name. Everyone then left to go eat and I stayed and watch the guys play Beer Pong. Sigh.... I was the only girl there. Oy hmm yea...They guys played with beer and push ups. Then everyone came back and then I left. Then came back and did almost nothing -_-. Got ready then Bus came so we all got ready and packed the bus with our stuffs and people. Left SF at 6. HuiHui!! 1st time seeing snow. It was pearly white =p. Learned how to snowboard with our teacher Vicki =). Thanks, Started out with the Yen. Hmm It was SOO much FUN. My last ride was Castle Peak and I think it was easier than the 1st Slope I was on the whole time -_-. I fell less on Castle Peak than the Yen >.<. I wanted to go on the Castle Peak again =). Left at 4:45 then got back to SF at 7-ish... Got stuff from Daniels then waited for Linda to pick Mimi and I. Ate at this Won Ton place then head to Bluemoon for Samsons Birthday Party. Went in and waited awkwardly for 30 mins.... Then they sang and drank. I was so tired!! Seriously, I felt like I got hit so many times on the body. So sleepy too.. I prob only slept 2 hrs between Friday till Saturday. The people at his party was Jason, Diep, Raymond, Rays sister and bf, Benny & gf, Peter, Linda, Mimi, and I. There was more people but idk and they left before it started. Most of them drank and smoke. -_- I felt kinda sick on Friday so I didn't drink. Sigh.....Snowboarding was awesome tho. Wished I had more time tho so I can go through more slopes. Theres always next time =). I really really really liked it. I hope to go every year from now on =D!!

Stalker!!!

614 (9:19:40 PM): what college are you going to?

AZN (9:19:53 PM): ummmmmm city

AZN (9:20:04 PM): u should go to city next year too xD

AZN (9:20:18 PM): THEN I CAN SEE U AND BOTHER U MUAHAHAHA

614 (9:20:28 PM): LOL.

614 (9:20:52 PM): Why you always bother me?

AZN (9:21:19 PM): awwwwww well transfer to city lol xD

AZN (9:21:32 PM): and cause you're fun to mess with xp

614 (9:22:46 PM): omg >.>

614 (9:23:00 PM): ahah why? we wouldnt take the same classes =p

AZN (9:23:24 PM): lol ill go and find u then xD

Sigh... -.- This is not the only evidence I have. There is more from different people too. This is soo sad... Why!!!

& Later on..... LOL soo funny...

AZN (11:27:06 PM): ill get u in

AZN (11:27:07 PM): xD

AZN (11:27:15 PM): then ill have my car by then hahahaha

614 (11:27:54 PM): LMAO

614 (11:28:02 PM): wait... I dont want to work with you!!

AZN (11:28:03 PM): lolol

AZN (11:28:07 PM): awwwwwwwwwwww

AZN (11:28:09 PM): HELLA MEAN

AZN (11:28:10 PM): lol

614 (11:28:10 PM): Your gonna mess with me!

AZN (11:28:13 PM): xD

AZN (11:28:14 PM): wowwww

AZN (11:28:18 PM): how did u know?!?!

AZN (11:28:19 PM): lol xD

614 (11:28:21 PM): you said it at first!

AZN (11:28:25 PM): AWWW DAMNIT

614 (11:28:32 PM): Ima throw dvds at you

AZN (11:28:34 PM): YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO REMEMBER! lol x(

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I dislike money convos. -_-
I dislike questioning status talks.... Kill me

I woke up around 8... Super early and Martin picked me up and we headed to City. Thanks for the ride. First day of class is what I expected. It was crowded with students adding classes. Went to Chem class with them and the people that were taking that class was Martin, Allen, Vicki, Mimi, Clauren, Kathleen, and Amy. I saw only 1 bo-ji-fon in that class but he left after 10 mins after class started. Don't worry more Bo-ji-fons to come. ^o^. =/ Sat on the floor of that classroom. Squeezed in the same position for so long that my butt hurted (-.-#). Bloop. Hmm after that class we went to computer class. Martin asked me to move his car because he parked at a 2 hr zone. Er Please don't park there when you have class cus I won't always be there to watch over your car for an hr in a half with the sun shining so brightly + I would be in Sj soon =/. I wanted to stay in the computer class but I gotta move his car. So I followed the same trail back up cus I didn't want to get lost on the first day of school. Lol. As I walk back I heard this guy shout "Hey! My friend Likes you."on the campus. Uhh Awkward. First day of school and I get Holla at? I think it was good that I didn't go to City. I got a feeling I would have been in a relationship status already. But those 2 asian guys were Bo-ji fons. ^o^. I sometimes regret not going to city =/.

Life is full of Mysteries

One second you have greatest things and the next minute it's gone. It is life to accept the fact that past is past. The accident caused me again to rethink of the past. -_-. Sorrow was build but it is drowned into the river. This luckily wasn't as bad as the one I was in. Sigh... Cars...Racing...Accidents...

I remember this was just yesterday. (Freshman year) Examine this picture.

After this was another bigger one in Junior year. The accident caused me to loose someone so close to me that I loved.

Enough said. I am thankful to still be here after so much accidents. It means something. Learn from what I say sometimes instead of forgetting. Drive carefully! If you know me well then you would always hear me say Drive home safely...

For my Future Reference

Hmm I don't want school to start because I will be busy with school WOK!! I wish school work was that easy like WOKS. I can just use it then wash it in less than a minute. I am hungry at this moment. 3:09 AM.. Life is ho fon ahh!!

1. Get a job!!! I really want to make some money so I don't have to use my parents money -_-. I want to make some money and help them out like what I did in Freshman-Senior year. How did I become a potatoe?

2. My parents wants me to live at home next year while I attend SJSU. Guess what? I would have to drive every single day to school and drive back. The excuse was "Its expensive renting & by the end of College I would have a car and I don't have to pay it anymore.. They rather want me to pay for the car than the apartment... <-- OMG -_-. I object!! My parents have been really tight on money. They are worried about the future when my sister starts to attend college in a freaking different state or UC something... Sigh.... I hate worrying about these things. Listen to parents or do what everyone does?

3. Summer School!! Take Physical Science and PE (Yoga) & WORK!! Hopefully 2 jobs =/. Summer= WORK WORK WORK.. I want a new job.. I don't want to sell Alcatraz souvenirs anymore!! I think I can be a good worker. I got 4 years of experience!! I get expose to tourist too much! I'm sick of their mean accents. Froyo Here I come.. Wait for me! Ima Call the manager hopefullyyyy in the summer =/.

You've been lying to me

I can feel that the closest people to you is the people that can hurt you the most. It feels like you have been hiding things from me and the more I think about it the more it irritates me and I think what it is possible that I can not know. Even the littlest things you can't even tell me about. Truthfully I know some of these things and you told him to not confront me. I am guessing it can hurt me, or I would ignore and dislike it. Gosh. I just hate people hiding things from me. Say it to my face!! It would give me a different side to this person and I would see him differently but respect that and I wouldn't change anything from the past to hate someone. Even if I know it won't change a thing for my concern. Btw he told me it is a very small. You told him not to tell me and he listened to you. I wonder sometimes if you know how to hypnotize people. If your a true friend, be truthful to me and respect that. If your not that kind of friend to me, I would have to think twice to even be truthful to you. Enough said. Gbye

Winchester House

January 1st started off with me waking up pretty early considering I've been nocturnal. Woke up at 10:30 and headed to the shower. Then got to Linda's house at 12. Supposedly everyone should be there by 11. Haha yea...oops. Then everyone start cooking so technically I wasn't that late. I just missed out the playing games part. We all helped and made some food. There was pot stickers, sushi, sesame rice balls, fried rice and cupcake. I learn how to fold pot stickers from Tony Peng ^o^. Kelly taught me how to make sushi in the real way. After all of that... We were suppose to write a will because some people might die from a dangerous thing we might do today. Hmm, 1st I thought it would strip clubs but hmm you can't die from that unless someone comes in with a gun. Couldn't figure it out at all so they told us and it was Winchester house. Winchester house is located in San Jose. I went to this mansion with Bena, Martin, Allen, Kelly, Linda, Tony Peng, Herman, Mimi, Oliver and Judith
. First, some accident happen =( but we still decided to go. The house was pretty interesting . I think I should have wrote a Will because I did got scared the shit outa me. Some creature that went to the trip with us wanted to kill me. I got scared pretty funny cus I jumped and did a little jog look-a-like move. That guy touring us saw me and I was so embarrassed -_-. Ahaha they got a big laugh outa that but it was quite funny. =) Then headed back to sf. Gbye dear

New Year 09

It is another New Year of 09. It seem like 08 was just yesterday. Many things in the year 08 happened, the goods and the bads... There was the High School graduation, beginning of college in San Jose. The past are all the memories that are kept in our mind. The future is what it is to become as we walk the path we choose. I hope the path that I choose would lead me to great happiness and great things. =) The end of o8 was great and the beginning of 09 was awesome. Hmm I wonder what more there is to come ^o^. It seem like I lost some connection with some good friends but also gained some. The amount is equal again. I use to play with boys more than girls when I was a kid =p but in high school it was vice versa. I guessed.. that was to help me stay away from pain in the year of 06 =/. Hmm...It actually helped.. I rather whine to guys than girls. Some guys hate it tho.. I can tell xp.

New years started at night for me. Bena picked me up and we met to pick her up on the corner. Lol We wanted food so we decided to go to Sakuna Bune. Over the break, we went there A LOT!! Not a couple times but a lot ahha. We three went on a dinner date there. Ate and was pretty full. Lagged a while because we were waiting for Linda. She had to wait for some (Fi Chi). Hmm totally ruined our mood. We 3 seriously was like "WTF." Sigh. Why does Bao Bei don't listen to us and be such a courteous to those inconsiderate people? I literally hit the table and yelled out B*tch and said Ima fon the table on her. Oops.. ={ ahha But I just can't take it! We lost our appetite after we heard her name. But luckily we almost finished. Hm.. we sat there and enjoyed our tea =] and chatted. Head to get dessert at Golden Island and gup Bo-Jai-Fon. Saw nothing.. then picked up Martin. Then went to Creation to meet up Linda. Mimi and Oliver arrived later, allen came and we ate. After eating around 11:35, we raced to Olivers house near Broadway and caught up to see the Firework. My Camera started to act retarted =(.. I didn't even use this camera over 30 times. Lagged there then left around 2 and headed home.

P.S. I wanted to throw my camera away. Erg... it doesn't read the memory card. Chiew
Smile & Laughed everyday. You might just live a happier longer life. Even if there are bad days. Oy. Idk but just watch some funny videos or talk to someone and laugh. Even if you want to whine, Im pretty sure, you got plenty of people to whine to, if they are busy you got me.. You got my shoulders, but I will put some tissues on it just incase if snots come out =)
Happy New Years.

{December 30th 2008}
This is my last blog of o8 my peeps. So today, I had to clean my room... -_- I hate it!! I kept sneezing. These sneezes are dangerous!! Sigh.. I had to clean my closet =( and clean my desk so my sister and I can paint the room. I want to paint it either Orange/Yellow-ish or Purple. I want the room to be bright for sure. I went to Serramonte with my sister and she developed pictures and got picture frames. Hmm then headed home and my mom came home. AH she hit me cus I didn't say HI when she got home. It hella hurted! Then she got hella mad at my sister cus she didn't clean the room at all and got mad that we went to buy more stuffs. I got hella scared =( then I had to leave the house with my sister cus she was going out. I had to leave w/ her, if not my life can be in danger. So headed to Linda's house earlier for ladys night at T&C. People that played pool was Bena, Tony Peng, Allen, Jason, Mimi, Martin, Oliver, Angel, Kitty, and her cousin. Martin, Bena and I got hungry so we went to In&out to get some food. Then met w/ every1 there. I haven't seen Kitty for soo long =). I was kicking ass in Pool btw.^o^