Thursday, December 25, 2008

o8 is coming to an end.

Looking through the pictures while I was cleaning up my room. June 14 is the day I will never forget you. I don't want to celebrate my birthday ever again! Fck it. But faith cause me this pain. Ever since you left, I kept everything to myself. You took a piece of my heart away. People judge all they want. Be in my life or don't come close to me. Another one just left (Carita). People always leave, Sorrow always surrounds my life. You might just leave in my future -_-, but Can anyone ever stay by me? Why you got to leave in a way that I have to suffer. Life is hard to live right?
Don't Cry- Nkotb

Someone told me that in the end of 08, I would have a fight with a close friend and we would bring each side of people to fight. There is no need to fight, but I think he was telling me someone would leave my life once again. Its coming to an end and time doesn't heal anything.

Watching the news today makes me want to do community service. When people smile, It makes me =) too.. =o Theres christmas after sale. I had a lot of fun when I volunteered for the Chinatown Chinese New Year fair. I met a lot of people and they were so funny, nice and some mean. Oh I remembered. Ding. There was a cutie too. Hmmm. It feels nice when you are able to help someone that are need of help. I planned on Volunteering at a hospital but it kind of scares me a little. I want to bring Ruthie along, but she has a job now =/.. Don't want to do it alone. Seriously! Doing these things takes time away from many things, but I want to experience it. =)

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