Casino Hopping

{Saturday December 27, 2008}
Arg I deleted a text draft about the the whole experience for Saturday.
Woke up at 1 and ate breakfast and realized everyone are going to casinos. Waited till 2 when my sister got off work and then we headed on the freeway. Debated and didn't know where to gamble at. Decided to go to Thunder Valley that was 2 hrs drive -_-. Felt like the ride never ended because I didn't know what time we would be there. I was dozing off and I saw the sign saying Sacramento. Ohhmy, it was sooo far. The houses in Sac was so pretty and nice. My mom asked us if we would want to move to Sac. The houses are so nice that I would want to but it is way to far from SF. I would miss SF so much. I was just thinking through the ride, What would happen if we really did move. I think my life would change dramatically. I would prob have to leave the people in SF and migrate to Sac and start a new life. The transportation route would be so different where ever I go... Even to SJ and back. I prob would drive most of the time too =/. My parents always talked about what would happen if we move out the city. Yea.. I am not ready for that change yet =I. After the long ride, We finally arrived. Btw I am not 21 so its illegal for me to gamble =/. Walked in and the Cop asked for ID's but I didn't have mine with me.. So I glided to the right and smiled then walked in. ^o^. Hmm they won money, but I didn't really gamble. Until, this old water lady came up to me and asked me for an ID. ={ Then the cop came up to me and asked me for it.. Blahblah... and told us that I can't be here cus they serve drinks. =P How stupid. Only if you didn't have drinks then I can stay. So the cop escort my auntie and I to the buffet. Then my mom and sister and Uncle David came. We ate... very full after it. Some old Plip lady choked on her food. =O then the ambulance came and checked on her. I saw that Cop again... I was like I should glare at him. Hmph, but I didn't. Ate then my mood was killed cus I was paranoid about getting caught again. So we migrated to Cache Creek at Esperato. An hr drive from SF.Hmm I saw someones papi there. Lol. I knew I would see some familiar faces here. I saw some bo-jai-fons too. A lot of people was at Cache Creek and because of that they didn't win any money =/. No blingo for the walleto. The ride back to SF from Esperato, the skys were literally pitch black. I can see a lot of stars and it was so Pretty.. As we head towards San Rafeal, the city lights made a red-ish layer color and I wasn't able to see that much stars anymore. I was cracking up when I pass Fairfield. Where my dad bought his Honda at. There was about 5 car dealerships right next to each other. There was Nissan, Acura, Honda, Toyota, Infiniti. Those were mostly cars that are imported from some other countries. Then I saw another one farther away that was mostly American cars. Slept and Arrived at home around 1 something. Super tired.

o8 is coming to an end.

Looking through the pictures while I was cleaning up my room. June 14 is the day I will never forget you. I don't want to celebrate my birthday ever again! Fck it. But faith cause me this pain. Ever since you left, I kept everything to myself. You took a piece of my heart away. People judge all they want. Be in my life or don't come close to me. Another one just left (Carita). People always leave, Sorrow always surrounds my life. You might just leave in my future -_-, but Can anyone ever stay by me? Why you got to leave in a way that I have to suffer. Life is hard to live right?
Don't Cry- Nkotb

Someone told me that in the end of 08, I would have a fight with a close friend and we would bring each side of people to fight. There is no need to fight, but I think he was telling me someone would leave my life once again. Its coming to an end and time doesn't heal anything.

Watching the news today makes me want to do community service. When people smile, It makes me =) too.. =o Theres christmas after sale. I had a lot of fun when I volunteered for the Chinatown Chinese New Year fair. I met a lot of people and they were so funny, nice and some mean. Oh I remembered. Ding. There was a cutie too. Hmmm. It feels nice when you are able to help someone that are need of help. I planned on Volunteering at a hospital but it kind of scares me a little. I want to bring Ruthie along, but she has a job now =/.. Don't want to do it alone. Seriously! Doing these things takes time away from many things, but I want to experience it. =)

Tofu House

Monday, December 22, 2008
Woke up around 11 o get ready for Tofu House with Linda, Martin, Vicki, and Bena. The food and service was good. The two people that work there are soo nice. It was my first time eating there and I got a good impression of the restaurant. I give it a 5 stars. After eating, we walked around Irving then to walgreens. We didn't want to go to Tuttimelon becuase it was super cold. So decided to go to Eggettes, but it was closed till January 3rd -_-. Instead we went to Polly Anns. Linda left becuase she had to go home, and 3 of us went to stones. Saw some Bow Jie Fon ^o^. Walked around and Bena got some things and I got a pair of slippers from VS. Thanks Vicki for the coupon card. ^o^It looks super cute!! We all departed and went homsies. Gnight America. =p.
Btw I ate Chicken Jow. Which means some parts I am not typing correctly. My face got hot. Tm to Lindas house for White Christmas. Hoorayah. The rain was puring so fast. Look GOW SEE -_-.

Can you ever control the feeling of your heart? I'm scared of getting heart broken but more afraid of hurting someone elses heart -_-. Loosing someone close is so depressing.

Christmas o8

{Sunday, December 21, 2008}
Woke up pretty late around 1 something. Hmm, then I wraped all the presents that would be open today at my Aunties house. There was a lot of presents and we almost have no more wrapping papers. Went out around 5 to meet up my sister at Stones after she got off work and she brought me to this store at DC to shop for gifts. I don't even know the name of the store and it was creepy. I saw some good looking guys and was like ok this is a normal store Im guessing. I bought my gift for White Elephant even though we were in a hurry. Good thing I found something. Rushed back home to wrap and waited for my mom to get off work so we can head to Diamond Height. We were super late becuase I had to wrap the presents. Got there and saw a lot of people!! They ate and drank, and got super crazy. Should have recorded it, super funny. My dads co-workers, friends and family was there. I did mention co-workers are super funny/loud/crazy when they are drunk. Played with the kids in Arianas room then went down to eat. My baby cousin does really HURT funny face facial expressions now. Super Hideous!! I think my sister and I taught her. LOL. Ate American food like Salad, ham, turkey, mashed potatoes, Special sticky rice with beef and pork, string beans and ended dessert with cakes, jello, fruits and Champagne. Before desserts, we opened presents and of course the best presents are money. ^o^. Hooray.. I still got to buy some presents. That would be a headache -_-. After presents we continued to eat and people continued to drink. They cheers a lot for my sister turning 21. Super crazy righ, think about what would happen if I was 21. Then ended the night around 11 something and drove people home and got home exactly 12.


These 2 people are the loudest people you might ever meet. Loud, Crazy and Fun. Lol











As I said, My baby cousin makes really ugly faces that Cracks me up. LMAO. I don't think she was yawning.

Clubbing/ Formal Dinner III

{Friday, December 19th, 2008}
I went to Linda's house around hmm I don't remember what time but I got there and Martin, Bena, and Vicki was baking cookies and cupcakes. HMM so delicious. Thanks guys, It was good. ^o^ Then we played some board games. Later, we got ready for clubbing, but Martin didn't want to go so Bena drove him and I accompanied her back to Linda's house. I don't really remember much, from the past days but the people that went clubbing was Linda, Kelly, Vicki, Mimi, Bena, Allen, Oliver, Olivia, Anny, Carolyn, Ban, and this guy but I think his name was Sam o.O. I think that guy Sam went to Marina in the same year as my sister and he was in Lion dragon but I'm not sure. Clubbed at Whisper and the place was small. It was fun la. My legs hurted so bad afterward because I wore heels. -_-. Ima wear VANS next time. We all departed our ways and went back to Linda's house beside CT people and DC people. Bena, and I slept over at Lindas' house. Thanks BaoBei. *.*v. The next day, we both left around 3 and went homsies.
Linda look weird in the other picture, so I chose this one. =p. You 2 look very cute ^o^. The other 1 would be on Fb.

{Sunday, December 20th, 2008}
Today is our 3rd Formal Dinner. It was pretty successful. Got ready and my dear lover picked me up at my house. Lindas car got there after Judith and Hermanator. Then Martins car arrived with Bena, Angel, and Irene. We met inside w/ others which are Allens and Tpee car. Vicki, Jason, Kelly, Oliver, and Tony Huang + Steven Huie he bussed ahah. Then met the others upstairs which are Clarence, Zhi, Tat, Raymond, Amy, Clauren, and Kathleen. Took pictures downstairs. After, We mostly went to Daniels house. I wanted to go Chearn K, but Idk what happen. We end up playing Apples to Apples and Word Phrase. Martin drove Vicki, Kelly, Linda, and I to Genki to get some mid night snack. It was good. Linda, Kelly, and I went back to Daniels house and Martin took Vicki home. We watched them played games then left to go home.

My heart

=O My heart jumped a beat and its beating a little faster. I got a little excited over nothing. HAHA. I use to always have these feelings, even when I see people. What happened to it? Bring it back. My toesies are cold. Im craving for some froyo.

I noticed that the past couple of days my hair has been very shiny. Story time. So As I was walking back from dt to the campus. We saw these 3 guys, 1 chubby, 1 tall, and 1 yahigh. 1 was super happy becuase he graduated, but not us. So he came up to us tried to talk. Then he said "Your hair looks so soft!" and he touched my hair. Ohmylord.. Grossss, but thanks for the compliment. But still ewww

+.+ 2 in 1 day.

Bloop! Hmm I packed today and got ready to go back to SF. My sister came to pick me up. First time she drove me back from SJ ^,^ Unpacked when I got back and the room was a MESS =,= So did laundry and stuff like that. I love the smell of fresh laundry especially Bounce. My dad drove this old lady home that lived in Richmond. She was really nice =). He was on Vanness and thought about turning right on Sacramento and he went half way and was like nvm instead he went straight on a red light. OMG -_- I was like "F" I shoulda drove cus he was sick. Iya. The lady was at her destination... I said lets switch, Ima Drive. My dad got off the car and told the lady to get in the house and it was cold. I was getting out with 1 of my leg out from the car then realized the car was on nuetral or something. Glanced OMFG he didn't put the hand break on the P! I could have broke my foot if it was on a hill. WOW. I get pretty scared when my dad drives. Horrible almost accidents. Sick people should never drive!!!

Happy 5th Birthday Ariana!!

HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY ARIANA!!
12/14/2003
Same month as Minna and same day as my Birthday. Does that tell you something special? You were meant to be in this family. When ever its your Birthday, It reminds me of how you were adopted and brought back to U.S.A. You were so different till now. Now you know how to speak English and Cantonese fluently. I can't speak bad words now cus you would learn it once i say it. Bad advantage. Can't believe you know how to use the chopsticks too. Oy. I haven't seen you for two months and you look so old and ugly. Wrinkles the next time I see you. You and your blue head to toe uniform cracked me up!! I was shocked that you would actually wear it when you are use to wearing colorful pink, purple, and green stuffs! LOL Sucker, thats what you get for going to private school. Poor kid. You learn faster than a nascar. Funny faces made once and you learned it from me. Very seductive for some. LOL. Ahah before you would call me Li Li and now its by Diana. See how fast you grow up. Happy Birthday you spoil Brat.
Ate in CT on Grant and Pacific with around twenty something people. Ate dranked and laughed. Super funny with my dad's co-workers. They are alcholics. So we had some crab left over and they say, "Jane go buy leat jow (hard liquor) so we can eat this tm!" Can ya believe that? Dinking in bright daylight. Jane drank a lot then some henny and she goes up to these 2 teenager that was our age and she was like WTH are you studying for while listening to your music. We got proof too. LOL one of the kid was the boss kid. Im guessing they come to the shop to cut their hair so She knows them. Its crazy how we go to restaurants and they know the boss and we are the loudest people in the restaurant.

A visit to Wash

December 12, 2008
This morning, Linda picked me up w/ Mimi in the car and we went to Wash =D! Ahah Saw kids walking down to go to lunch. Memories are brought back. I was once those kids on the block. Walked down to Dim Sum place with Kelly and Jessica. Saw Amanda too! Catched up and found out a lot of things =/. Didn't finish updating yet. I hope these 2 girls don't get into big trouble -_-. I know what that maxine b*tch can do. Oy, I warned kelly too. Saw Alvin also, walked up the block and walk to Soave's room. Saw Alvin in the hall again ahah that was what happen last year. See him in the hall everyday when class is in session. Almost got garbage duty.. How funny. Chilled in Soave's room. Bena and Martin came later then we departed. I went w/ Bena and Martin to CT. Ate some sweet chicken wings. Then dt and bought a book. hmm Bena left and Martin and I walked in Westfield. I saw this guy in this Froyo place and he looked at me too so I decided to go in. I really need a job too so we went in and got some Froyo and got the website for the apps. He was really nice too ^o^. The night ended weird. I went home early =o. Surprisingly I wanted to stay out later.

December 11, 2008
I came back on thursday from Cal-training. I paid the adult price which was 7:50. I despise taking the cal train -_-. Hate it!! Especially Thursday! I paid full price and no one checked me. WTF!! Arg. Idk If I should pay it again going back to SJ. Sigh Life must go on if I don't want to use transportation. Dislike it more when I have to ride it by myself. Got off in DT around 5 something and went to Pearl to buy a picture frame so I can put the puzzle I made for my Sisters birthday. I walked like 1 1/2 blocks there and I was so scared ={... I was also so so tired from carrying my bag full of laundry. I always wondered what would happen if I had someone just anyone to help me sometimes. Drive me back when I am tired of cal training and I wouldn't have to carry my things all the time. Just anyone, but No! I am so tired!! Anyways then went underground to catch the M to the Embarcadero station. Haha Just one stop. Then walked back towards DT side because I walked up the wrong way -_-. FML already. Bag was super heavy. Texting kept my mind off of how tired I was. I got super hot and warm walking tho, good exercise. Hmm then went to CT and saw my Baby Cousin =D then went walking with her around CT. She grows up so fast. Finally a ride back home. No walking anymore... talktalkedlaughedlaughed until 6:30
Sigh... My dad walked out the shop smoking -_- So I snatched the stoge from his mouth and I burned my hands. I didn't tell him. Question him about it the whole time we were walking to the car. He kept coughing. The excuse I got was "I smoke after work cus it keeps me warm" Obviously thats a BS excuse cus it doesn't. Shhh

A song per day <3

One day I was on Youtube and I came upon Justin Los' music and this one song was in the movie 2 Become 1. I liked it a lot. I wrote the name of the movie down on one of my homework paper like a month ago so I would remember to watch it. Just yesterday Samson told me to watch the movie and I was like Hmm sounds so fimiliar. =O It was the movie that I was suppose to watch when I am not busy. Since I have nothing better to do so I watched it. Watched the movie 2 become 1 at 12 a.m. =I. The movie was sad. Its about someone having breast cancer. I can't believe he told me to watch it but it was really good. I like the actress, she is always laughing and funny. ^o^ Gonna go on Limewire to search up 側田 songs then DL ya =). I missed two classes this week. 1 was bleh and the other was a make up test. I got so lazy. Regret for missing the make-up test. D=< I don't wake up when my alarm goes off anymore. I woke up to Martins text. WOW right.

=I

I despise compliments from strangers -_-.
Can he just stop. Stop with all the questioning shit from the past.
Knowing/chilling with someone doesn't make me a gangster [.]
Idk if hes playing around or not, but it bothers me.
Stupid Jerk!
=I

Happy Birthday Minna =)

{December 6, 2008}
Today I wanted to kill the people that lives on the 6th floor right above me. This morning at 1-2am I heard the bed banging on the wall which makes sounds that I can hear!! D; You can just guess? Someone was fcking upstairs then I heard moaning sounds. The result of that I wasn't able to sleep well again. I have a English final at 12 too. After the Final, I called my sister and asked whats her plans when I come back. There was suppose to be a party at her friends house but idk what happen.. then a football game and the result was clubbing. I wanna go righ, but its a 21 and over -_-. WOW. Then I called my mom, she said they ate dinner on the 5th. Sigh Bummer. I'm not coming back for no reason. I packed and was all ready to head back. She is probably making another big thing after the UC's get out. I was suppose to drink some Yager! Things never goes as I planned. Thats why I don't get hype up for anything now, I rather rush or get surprised in the end. Either not tell me or just tell me when things happen. I guess Im use to that from my family. Don't tell me sh*t.

Can't wait till Winter break. Ah relaxing? Hmm I hope so. I was loooking very forward for it, but it seem like im not anymore. =/ I'm looking forwards for my 2 dinner dates. Kakaka Jk. I want sushi... Yum.. I want food.. Yum.


{December 5, 2008}
Happy 21st Birthday Minna
I Love You <-- Too Cheesy xP!! I want to thank you for being my sister! Even though I wanna kill you most of the time and You always try to kill me too. B*tch. I am so thankful to have you. Thanks for all those wetseal and Footlocker discounts. Thanks for always driving me back to SJ. Being independent is Hard. I don't know what is going to happen when I only see you like once in like 2 or 3 months in the future. I hate that feeling of missing and loosing someone. Unable to have chats and just make fun of stupid shit. Im gonna miss annoying you when you go to UCLA or UCSB or some shit. I am annoying to you cus your always so busy and never have time for me -_-. I wasn't able to find the clubbing and slutty dress in Great Mall, but I didn't know if you would wear what I might pick. They don't have nice high class things there =/. I will always be the annoying sister you will never find. Welps, I hope you have FUN and don't get so crazy even though I am unable to celebrate it with you. DRINK UP!! I will come back tm , Wait for me..... I'm hoping to try those yager bomb that you told me about. It would be fun when yoyo, virginia, and anna come back to celebrate it with you this week when UC's are out. Im coming along even though its a bar. SUKER. Live with it that im your baggage.=p

Played Slapjack again and the Loser isin't Me this time ^o^. Aren't you proud?


{December 4, 2008}
Yesterday was a day.... So Hung out with some new people in SJ that is Donald, Ken, and Simon. We went to the Christmas in the park. It looked so Pretty ^o^. Made my eyes sparkle by just looking at the lights. There was a lot of lights and Baby Christmas trees. We were a minority. It reminds me of all those Taiwanese dramas that had lights and carousel rides didn't seem so scary but I am scared of heights so I would just ride the things that are below tall buildings. Hmm played blackjack and sadly I lost in the end. Sigh. Judith was loosing the whole time but she made a comeback. Dam IT. The consequences of me loosing was everyone that played get to draw on my face. It was SCARY. I didn't know what to expect cus I don't really know them and Idk what they think. Yea, Stupid Donald laughed his ass off cus he tried to make me look like Hitler. Assjerk D=<

I waited too long for happiness....and still