OHANA

OHANA!
I miss my Ohana.
Like someone had said, "The Excitement of College Is Gone"
Very much true -_-. I really miss my Family and close friends. I miss the Home cook foods especially the soup. Yumm. Did I ever mention I have to drink at least 1 bowl of soup every single day. Now it is impossible. I only get to drink it at least twice a week. Sigh Its truely sad. I miss home so much at times that I cried. I cry easily dam it. Idk how some people can not miss home =/. I was really close to my family I guess and we always understood each other. I just feel so comfortable when I am at home. Oy. I sometimes regret and wished that I still attended school in SF. I think about times if I was never in San Jose, but I can't change the past. What if I went to City or SF State? Things would be so different. But I guess dorming in the college life is different and its new. I guess I have to deal with this from now on. Deal with everything on my own. <-- Not yet ready. The feeling of home is just Wonderful that it is unexplainable. On the 24th through 26th of October I wanted to spend my precious times with my family and the house. And thats why I wanted to leave later on Sunday, but Minna was not able to drive me to San Hoe cus of homeworks, but Thank you for driving me to the Cal train Station. You had to since your my sister ^o^. I wanted to leave after I eat dinner with Daddy and Mommy but It seem like I am unable to ever see or eat dinner on Sundays at home. ='( Before I left on Sunday I was taking a shower and I was THANKFULL for many things... I was thankful for the Clean toilet, comfortable massaging shower heads, the house, the roof. But mostly I was thankful for My DAD, MOM, SISTER, AUNTIE'S, GRANDMA'S, and FRIENDS. It is not thanksgiving yet and I already feel the love and joy so early. If I didn't go to school in San Hoe I think I would not have realize these things in my life. I never felt like this before. THANKFUL For everyone in my life =D. Even You ^o^

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