Hui Hui ~,~ <-- I am Cool

Currently at the Library. Boring -_- but I rather be here instead of in my room. Its so boring in my room its ridiculous. In about 33 minutes it will be Thursday. Oy I look forward for Thursday night but I am not so sure yet. I plan on going home then eat then meet up Ruthie and kick with her. Idk if I can still go out, but lets see what happens. Its so fun when I am with that girl. She makes everything so care free at times. So we plan on drinking with her friends -_- Marlon and Paolo. Idk what to think. ok Gnight c[=

OHANA

OHANA!
I miss my Ohana.
Like someone had said, "The Excitement of College Is Gone"
Very much true -_-. I really miss my Family and close friends. I miss the Home cook foods especially the soup. Yumm. Did I ever mention I have to drink at least 1 bowl of soup every single day. Now it is impossible. I only get to drink it at least twice a week. Sigh Its truely sad. I miss home so much at times that I cried. I cry easily dam it. Idk how some people can not miss home =/. I was really close to my family I guess and we always understood each other. I just feel so comfortable when I am at home. Oy. I sometimes regret and wished that I still attended school in SF. I think about times if I was never in San Jose, but I can't change the past. What if I went to City or SF State? Things would be so different. But I guess dorming in the college life is different and its new. I guess I have to deal with this from now on. Deal with everything on my own. <-- Not yet ready. The feeling of home is just Wonderful that it is unexplainable. On the 24th through 26th of October I wanted to spend my precious times with my family and the house. And thats why I wanted to leave later on Sunday, but Minna was not able to drive me to San Hoe cus of homeworks, but Thank you for driving me to the Cal train Station. You had to since your my sister ^o^. I wanted to leave after I eat dinner with Daddy and Mommy but It seem like I am unable to ever see or eat dinner on Sundays at home. ='( Before I left on Sunday I was taking a shower and I was THANKFULL for many things... I was thankful for the Clean toilet, comfortable massaging shower heads, the house, the roof. But mostly I was thankful for My DAD, MOM, SISTER, AUNTIE'S, GRANDMA'S, and FRIENDS. It is not thanksgiving yet and I already feel the love and joy so early. If I didn't go to school in San Hoe I think I would not have realize these things in my life. I never felt like this before. THANKFUL For everyone in my life =D. Even You ^o^

Smile even when the sun don't shine

Home sweet home =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY =D



I came back home from SJ to visit my Ohana=).
A little disappointed to myself because I didn't get my mom anything for her Birthday because I don't know which date she chooses to celebrate her Birthday =/ Sigh. Chinese people uses the Chinese calendar and the American one, So I don't know which one my mommy picked. I wanted to give her a surprise only if I had 2 weeks notice.

Came back with Judith around 6 something and Clauren came to pick us up from the 22nd Cal Train Station. Oy IT WAS SCARY there. All of the Cal Train station is scary ={. Clauren drove me home to get the puzzle present for Judith that I helped her order. Then went to my Dinner, and my dad rushed me when Ariana was still sleeping in the car. He is always rushing people -_-. The dinner was fun, I get to see my Baby Cousin Ariana. She considers me as a kid and always play with me like I am a kid because I am the youngest one -_-. She BULLY'S me like always D=<. Ate cake then went home =). Today is a very tired day. Currently have some construction in the house. It smells like paint. I am really looking forward for winter =) Hui Hui

Currently watching Miss No Good.


Rainy is really funny and different in this drama compared to Why Why Love, and Devil beside you. You should watch this ^o^.

Kind of excited because my auntie is going to give me her Fon Bon Ipod from HK. She bought it a while ago around 100 I think but she never used it. ROFL

^o^/ -_-

Today Officially went to Workout with Judith, and Anny. =) Then Kelvin, Masaki, Samson, Richie, Christian and richie's friend came. It was a good workout I must say. Ran on the treadmill and did not stop most of the time =}. We had nice views there =O. Thanks Richie for letting me borrow your Itouch =D. So nice of you =) and you said you didn't trust me. I could have sold it... Jk

Sigh... As I was walking down to Judiths room with my mp3 player, I notice that it does not turn on =(. It sucks cus you need music to work out. I ran for 10 minutes and it sucked =( then I saw Richie and he saved my ears. AHHA I gotta call my cousin Joo(Pig) Ji(Son) Gaw Gaw to help me buy a new one from China -_-. Got back to the room and tried charging it and it did until i dropped it =O then it STOPPED charging =(. I am guessing the charger got old and retarded. Sigh. So I am giving it one more try and it does not turn on at all. ='(

=)

Mood: Happy
Location: Library

I feel happy ah =) The library makes me feel happy now idk why. ahah.. Well my roommate officially used all my papers. You should know who my roommate is..=/ She prints things w/o asking me which is rude. I ask her all the time to use her things. Pathetic, I should never get a printer... I bet half my ink are gone. But Whatevers. I feel more relaxed today so I think I should sleep better. After the day I break down it was hard for me to sleep. Idk why probably becuase i felt stressed. I think I should go work out and try to take my things off my mind. Good idea =). There aren't anything around me that I can use to relieve stress. Hmm like a TV would work.
I think chatting online is the only thing that is relieving stress off of me. Currently chatting with My Bao Bei, Judith & Hermanator. They are too funny =) Currently not doing any kind of homework. All type of conversation involvement is distracting me. <-- It made my day ahha ^o^. I got a A- on public speaking. Too proud of myself. WOW I feel pissed again. People from SF D=<. This is what happens if things start building up through the sky and I cant fix it. More and more shit for me to do.

<---I saw this Baby Girl on the cal train and she is soo Cute ^o^. She got big eyes. So adorable and she would look at me and giggle.

^o^

I woke up at 11 something from txt'S. Supposedly I was suppose to wake up at 8 or something then go to CT with my dad to drop off my auntie at work. Guess what? It never goes as I planned because my daddy left w/o me. Of course he did that on purpose cus he want me to sleep in. But I wanted to go purchase some bras and go to the bank. I owe my sister 150 -_-. This is what happens if you get discounts on many stores and I had to buy A lot of birthday Gifts -_-. I saw this t-shirt and it totally reminded me of MIMI. Ahah..... It is a very adorable tee. Bought things for myself of course. I love shopping with my Sister cus she pays for it 1st ^.^ but i gotta pay her back. Hope she arrives at SD safely. That piece of sister always trying to take advantage of me.

I should be helping my parents paint the house. D=< {Continued on 20th} Currently in class doing: Txting, Facebooking, Blogging, & chatting.
Teacher looking at me o.O. I glared back at him cus his lecture are super boring.
Im HUNGRY! So the result of my painting is pretty good =), but I accidentally painted my knees cus I was wearing shorts, painted my arms, my HAIR =O. It was fun tho^o^. After painting I called up Martin cus were gonna go shopping and hang out =D. To someone else (Being nice sometimes gets my ass kicked). WHAT A JERK D=<. So I waited at the bus stop and I saw him on the 44. We went to his house to get his car so he can practice driving and I get to experience his driving. Not bad not bad. We went to Victoria Secrets st Stonestown. He bought some naughty things. I finally got a Pink dog. It was free too ^o^. So cute. Thanks Martin!! Then we went back to Martins house cus his brother knew the car was gone =O. Chilled there and waited for Linda to pick us up for Sushi at Sakuna Buna. It was good then Karoke afterwards. I had to give this guy a massage cus he gave us beer but no one would drink it. I should not be the only massaging him mang. I felt like drinking cus I was having a bad day-ish. Someone pissed me off. So lame -_-.The end GBYE

Another week -_-

Apparently things just doesn't go right for me.

On Thursday night, We went to Hookah at SJ. It was nothing I had expected from the things I tried. I like the Mint the most, It was AWESOME. The peach that we got just got bad later. I think it was burned... or something was just bad. It almost killed me >.< <--That bad. But I had a good time there. After when we came back from it, We went to Joe West because Anny said Aaron would call her if theres a after party. I got a feeling he was drugged or wasted so he nvr called her. So we just chilled on Judiths floor and we got warned for being to loud. Then you know the next thing It happens again to some people. I just can't believe the guys have no balls to stand up. Mills SUCK for all leaving. Sigh. Another bad week. I need to Fake ID to save my own ass. Friday, October 10, 2008 HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARITA & MIMI. =D Today is there birthday and I wanted to celebrate it with Carita but I had a Banquet to go to >.< She don't mind anyways... For Mimi's Birthday we went to Hokkaido at Foster City. There was 3 cakes totally for Allen, Mimi, Linda, and Oliver =D. AHHA It was funny and very surprising. Then went to Toys R' rus. I missed that place ^o^. I still remember when my sister and I got our Roller blades. Hun KOO I. I bet I still can fit it. HA

Weekend was Stupid!

-_- I went back on the weekend. It was lame! I had to go to Sota to handle some of my very important business. WEEKEND WAS SUPER LAME. I didn't do much besides hw and I didn't even do anything or see any of my friends.
It was truly a disappointment. I don't think I would go back much anymore which is mostly I don't want to. My old friends haven't been updating me or really talked to me. Seem like we separated already. I mean I come back all the way from SJ and they do anything which is -_-. Saying "I miss you" is easy and missing some one is really hard but you don't do anything to substitute that feeling. So whats the point.....

"The secret of happiness is to see all the marvels of the world, and never to forget the drops of oil on the spoon."

Tell you the truth, I Tried.

Sh*T happens

+to the bad list:
-SJ didn't receive my final high school transcript and I can be kicked out ='(
-& something else.

Bad luck is just surrounding me from Sunday till now. I really don't know why my luck has been like this. I just want you to help me ask the sun to shine away from me so today I can cry. That's what I want. Ask the cloud to bring the rain today so I can cry, So i can cry you a river. The song is currently on my myspace page ^o^

Can't wait to go back to SF and be home ^o^. Too much shit in my life. Got so much to do... I am going to break down sooner or later, but hopefully you can tell the sun to shine on me soon and make me happy again.