List of bad things that happened to me:
-Forgot my phone charger
-Is being hated on this Betch named Kyle aka new name GRETCHEN D=<.Go DIE gretchen
-Got in trouble with the school already -_- its horrible!
-Got my index finger squashed when I closed my closet >.<
-Currently unable to find Tpees letter that I wrote to him!
This is major bad ='(
Mood: PISSED OFF
GRETCHEN! Can you let me live a decent college life without any BitchFITS!
You are one disrespectful person. If you are going to confront me then you would know who your real friends are that is only 2 real ones in SC! You use to have many more but your retardness had caught up and you are just going to kick yourself in the flat ass. Why do I gotta be nice to you? You do hella shit thats fuked up to a lot of people just because they were truthful to you. Seeing you everyday gives me a disgusting feeling.
WTF is up with your toe nails o.O, cut that shiet off. It is so unsanitary.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
Indescribable
My feelings now are indescribable
I have so many feelings now that you have no idea. I haven't felt like this in a long time. The best words are I HATE YOU. I should be doing hw now! D=
If you don't know what I have been through or know me at all you can not say BLAH BLAH BLAH about me. OK Gretchen so fuck off and leave me alone.
I notice that I am like my dad and its that we don't take people for granted. I would do many things on my own without anyones help. Even if you provide me with help I wouldn't want it. In the past I use to trust people so easily that they take advantage of me and that is something negative about me, Because of that I learned from it and now its super hard for me to trust people now. It is also super hard for me to talk to people about my past. Every time I think about it I just want to cry, and I am emotional.
It takes a big step for me to tell people, if I feel that I am comfortable with it and you then I would tell you. =/
R.I.Paradise Gean Wong 6.14.06 <3
Even though I know you want me to move on. I still think about you all the time. You should be =) since I haven't been dating. I always thought you were the best for me =/. But things will change if you want it to =). Oysigh. You always there when I needed you. In times where I am frustrated or mad I would think of you... Which makes me think more and I hated myself for loosing you. I always wished my birthday was another day, so you wouldn't have rushed back and got into the accident and now I lost you forever. This is the worst present you would have ever given me on my birthday.
In ways of fear, It is my biggest fear to be close with someone and loosing them in the end even as just friends. I hate to loose someone.... It makes me so sad...
I have so many feelings now that you have no idea. I haven't felt like this in a long time. The best words are I HATE YOU. I should be doing hw now! D=
If you don't know what I have been through or know me at all you can not say BLAH BLAH BLAH about me. OK Gretchen so fuck off and leave me alone.
I notice that I am like my dad and its that we don't take people for granted. I would do many things on my own without anyones help. Even if you provide me with help I wouldn't want it. In the past I use to trust people so easily that they take advantage of me and that is something negative about me, Because of that I learned from it and now its super hard for me to trust people now. It is also super hard for me to talk to people about my past. Every time I think about it I just want to cry, and I am emotional.
It takes a big step for me to tell people, if I feel that I am comfortable with it and you then I would tell you. =/
R.I.Paradise Gean Wong 6.14.06 <3
Even though I know you want me to move on. I still think about you all the time. You should be =) since I haven't been dating. I always thought you were the best for me =/. But things will change if you want it to =). Oysigh. You always there when I needed you. In times where I am frustrated or mad I would think of you... Which makes me think more and I hated myself for loosing you. I always wished my birthday was another day, so you wouldn't have rushed back and got into the accident and now I lost you forever. This is the worst present you would have ever given me on my birthday.
In ways of fear, It is my biggest fear to be close with someone and loosing them in the end even as just friends. I hate to loose someone.... It makes me so sad...
Saturday, September 27, 2008
1st time at UCSC!!
Yesterday Judith, Anny and I got ready from Sj to go to SC and we got picked up by Clauren in front of Joe West. It was my first time going to UCSC and I didn't expect it to be that bad like Linda said buT it did look very mother nature and there were too much TREES!! To much that I couldn't handle it. It didn't look much like a school because all the class buildings were all spread apart. It felt like you had to hike to go to class. I like SJ state much more because it was city like, not farm lookin. Today I get to see Linda <3, Oliver, Bena, Caroyln. Haven't seen them for so long. I missed Linda and we didn't really get to hang out. Oliver and his lil tricks to mess with me -_-. Even though were in different schools he still takes advantage that I am easily/fun to mess with. =( Hope they have fun there =D. We met some of Martins friends there and they added us on Facebook already =O. ROFL. Too fast but they were funny. And 1 of them were Claurens church friends. What a coincident. The apartments or what not are so nice. So much nicer than our building and the suites. I like Olivers room ^o^. They had a balcony, so Awesome. You can smoke there whenever and not get caught!!! SHOCKING. It is like they did that personally so people can smoke. HAHHA. After the little road trip we came back to SF and to NATION'S. I hope I can get the pictures tomorrow so I can give Oliver and Linda there Birthday gifts and they can bring it to SC =D. I do really hope they would like it =/.
CONT...
Well I finaly finished my special projects and you can not believe what I had to do. I went to walgreen to develop pictures and there was this guy name DEN that helped me. Good looking ^o^ you know. So he helped me and there were pictures that I got out from facebook and the quality is just horrible. LIKE WTF. Stayed at walgreen a while to pick the pictures. But I had to make sure there was enough pictures for the frame. So I went home then waited a lil while and ate some apples then went back out to get the pictures. I had to admit I hate walking on missions street I rather walk in chinatown. So went back sigh SO TIRED. Got the pictures then walked home and Linda was there already with mimi ^o^. She saw I was holding pictures ahha. Went to ABC to eat. Yummy in my tummy. Bena, Linda, Martin, Mimi, and Vicki was there. We ate then went to Century at DC. Watched My Bestfriends girl. I liked it =D worth the money you can say. Then home I guess. I had to stay up till 3 to make the projects -_-. I was so tired, and I was missing a picture becuase i pick this picture out but it didn't look right with frame. But I was proud how I finished the cube project. I liked it =D Hope he likes it ^o^. So I had to wake up extra early to finish the other project. Super sleepy tho. 3rd time going to walgreens. I never went to a walgreen so much in my life in 1 day. I liked the picture I made. It looked GOOD. I hope this birthday girl would like it. I think I took about an hr or even more to make this whole thing a success. Since my room is so boring and plain in sj I hope theres would look nicer and more decorative.
I was so proud of myself. I hope that present will stay with them for there rest of their lives.
CONT...
Well I finaly finished my special projects and you can not believe what I had to do. I went to walgreen to develop pictures and there was this guy name DEN that helped me. Good looking ^o^ you know. So he helped me and there were pictures that I got out from facebook and the quality is just horrible. LIKE WTF. Stayed at walgreen a while to pick the pictures. But I had to make sure there was enough pictures for the frame. So I went home then waited a lil while and ate some apples then went back out to get the pictures. I had to admit I hate walking on missions street I rather walk in chinatown. So went back sigh SO TIRED. Got the pictures then walked home and Linda was there already with mimi ^o^. She saw I was holding pictures ahha. Went to ABC to eat. Yummy in my tummy. Bena, Linda, Martin, Mimi, and Vicki was there. We ate then went to Century at DC. Watched My Bestfriends girl. I liked it =D worth the money you can say. Then home I guess. I had to stay up till 3 to make the projects -_-. I was so tired, and I was missing a picture becuase i pick this picture out but it didn't look right with frame. But I was proud how I finished the cube project. I liked it =D Hope he likes it ^o^. So I had to wake up extra early to finish the other project. Super sleepy tho. 3rd time going to walgreens. I never went to a walgreen so much in my life in 1 day. I liked the picture I made. It looked GOOD. I hope this birthday girl would like it. I think I took about an hr or even more to make this whole thing a success. Since my room is so boring and plain in sj I hope theres would look nicer and more decorative.
I was so proud of myself. I hope that present will stay with them for there rest of their lives.
Friday, September 26, 2008
1st BLog
My mood currently is =/, -_-.
I'm really happy because i got a blog now and this would be my 1st blog ever and I think that i should blog about my life so i can remember the things I do in college. How fun... I really wished I have done this in high school. 1st day to go to GREAT MALL with Judith and Anny. The mall is big but there seem to be nothing that great besides the outlets. I wanna go to VALLEY FAIR ^o^. Got some things and i was happy that I didn't spend so much. Rode the VTA for the 1st time also.
Talking about shopping in SJ it reminds me when we were going to Great mall by car with Judith, Raymond, Wilson, and David. You would never guess that I would be bullied here in SJ. -_- They do the same things as people from SF! D=<
MOLESTED IN SJ......This is absolutely horrible. You have no idea!!!
Oh GOSH.. This was the worst part. How did I become a easy target to mess with? -_-
After they had to return somethings at Sport Authority we went to WALMART ^o^. I think Walmart is supper cool. So many things and they are so cheap. I start to like it, but from what i learned from Economics that we should not shop there =/. Apparently I don't seem to care much but i really should.
The 1st week of College was actually really FUN!! I had a lot of fun because we went to a Fraternity party 2 days in a row! Very exciting until later. We went to a Lambda phi Epsilon party. Judith and I thought we were going to learn to play poker on the 1st day. We went to meet up with these Chinese Gangster guys on the corner near Joe West. Judith and I thought it would be fun so we just tag along with Wilson, David, Masaki, and Raymond. Later on, The Frat bros were smoking and oh gosh it was smokey there. We just watched them play poker and we were thinking what did we get our self into =(. While watching it we got really bored until later they brought in a Beer Pong table. They asked us a couple of times if we wanted to play but I was seriously bored. They turned them down like 2 times then I was like iya what if we had to stay here a while because they were still playing poker -_- so I said to Judith "lets go Play!!!" I didn't regret that choice. Judith with this guy name William that we found out today. I played with Li =(. So not cool. I was good at shooting NO LIE!! Made it in the cup 3 times in a row too ^o^. Very proud. Then all the guys joined in to play because poker was done. Unforgettable day in college. It is currently 3:43 AM on Friday September 26, 2008. Soo sleepy. Gnight guys. I will continue in a couple of hrs depending when i will wake up ^o^.
I'm really happy because i got a blog now and this would be my 1st blog ever and I think that i should blog about my life so i can remember the things I do in college. How fun... I really wished I have done this in high school. 1st day to go to GREAT MALL with Judith and Anny. The mall is big but there seem to be nothing that great besides the outlets. I wanna go to VALLEY FAIR ^o^. Got some things and i was happy that I didn't spend so much. Rode the VTA for the 1st time also.
Talking about shopping in SJ it reminds me when we were going to Great mall by car with Judith, Raymond, Wilson, and David. You would never guess that I would be bullied here in SJ. -_- They do the same things as people from SF! D=<
MOLESTED IN SJ......This is absolutely horrible. You have no idea!!!
Oh GOSH.. This was the worst part. How did I become a easy target to mess with? -_-
After they had to return somethings at Sport Authority we went to WALMART ^o^. I think Walmart is supper cool. So many things and they are so cheap. I start to like it, but from what i learned from Economics that we should not shop there =/. Apparently I don't seem to care much but i really should.
The 1st week of College was actually really FUN!! I had a lot of fun because we went to a Fraternity party 2 days in a row! Very exciting until later. We went to a Lambda phi Epsilon party. Judith and I thought we were going to learn to play poker on the 1st day. We went to meet up with these Chinese Gangster guys on the corner near Joe West. Judith and I thought it would be fun so we just tag along with Wilson, David, Masaki, and Raymond. Later on, The Frat bros were smoking and oh gosh it was smokey there. We just watched them play poker and we were thinking what did we get our self into =(. While watching it we got really bored until later they brought in a Beer Pong table. They asked us a couple of times if we wanted to play but I was seriously bored. They turned them down like 2 times then I was like iya what if we had to stay here a while because they were still playing poker -_- so I said to Judith "lets go Play!!!" I didn't regret that choice. Judith with this guy name William that we found out today. I played with Li =(. So not cool. I was good at shooting NO LIE!! Made it in the cup 3 times in a row too ^o^. Very proud. Then all the guys joined in to play because poker was done. Unforgettable day in college. It is currently 3:43 AM on Friday September 26, 2008. Soo sleepy. Gnight guys. I will continue in a couple of hrs depending when i will wake up ^o^.
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